chapter 8

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two weeks later

tomorrow its going to be two weeks since I have seen Daniel. and not just that its the the first day back to school.

ever since I got home that night the last time i seen him I have felt uncomfortable l don't understand why its all just weird I miss his touch I just can't explain  it.

I can't sleep and I keep hearing voices in my head I think am going crazy when I can get a little sleep I dream of him.

I want to be with him,its just weird I have talked to matt about it he thought it was sweet but then I told him about the dreams, and how I could not sleep or consentrate and he got worried.

I am so tired but u can't sleep ......

my alarm started to ring I reached over to my night stand to turn it off. I dint want to go to school its so early.

ten minutes later I was in the shower I felt so tired it took all I had to wash my body and hair.

after I was done I got out and when into my room

it was still hott out side so I decided to wear a blue skirt with white poked dots a white tank top and blue flats and just leave my hair down. I chose what I was going to were under and decided on a black lacy bra and black boy shorts.

after I put my close on and brushed my hair I put on mascara,and some eye liner amd lip gloss.  a lot of girls put a lot of work into what there going to wear for there first day how to do their hair amd makeup but I just go simple on the first day and I don't look bad ,most girls just do it to get attention. but not me I could be wearing a sack and still have everyones attention I don't like it but I cant do anything about it amd that why most girls hate me.

I go downs stairs to the kitchen tk find my mom making pancakes.

"morning mom" I say to her and kiss her cheeck

"morning sweetheart ready for your first day of school?" she asks

"I guess so weres  dad?"

"left early to work today big meeting."

my dad us a doctor one of the best surgeons and .y mom is a lawyer they are always bussie but they always fi d time for me and my mom ways cooks even though we are a le to get a cooking person.  

"is matt driving with you ?"

"no we are meeting there, holy hell if I don't leave now am going to be late.!"

"that can't happen on the first day."

she hugs me and I run out the house and in to my beautiful blue covertable.(sorry can't spell it)

when I get to school its already 7:50 and matt is leaning against his truck.

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