Love Your Self!

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Tara's POV

I will always love you no matter what, I swear, I promised you that no matter what I would stay by you and likewise you but you broke that promise because of me and I'm sorry but I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, MY BABY, from the start until death and even after death.

I kept on reading and reading the note that was attached to the flowers I found at my front door when I was leaving, I kept on thinking why? why now?  why can't he just move on and leave me alone I don't love him not anymore not after what he did to me I just decided to love myself. "Ms. Anderson are you listening to me" my boss snapped getting my attention, I turned to him giving him a quizzical look he just rolled his eyes and continued talking giving instructions and whatnot "why is he giving orders what did he say while I was thinking" I mindlessly started jotting down what he was saying on my apple tablet and trying to make sense of it, getting confused I decided to leave it until I got home.

We arrived at his parents' house no scratch that mansion the driveway was winding lined with palm trees the closer we got I noticed a huge water fountain with doves kissing and water going against gravity soaring into the air above the doves, that's so cute on either side of the driveway were gardens with beautiful roses arranged in all different shapes and sizes the colors of the roses were popping out at you but in a good way, I was totally mesmerized by the scene.

"Son when was the last time you came home I've missed my little boy" his mother rambled on "shit, you've brought home a girl and she's pretty too very fine and sexy I like her, you sure know how to pick them bro" his brother shouted as he walked past the door heading to the kitchen I presume. "Come in! come in! I'm Gianna Blackburn Rafael-Levi's mother that handsome young man that shouted at you is my older son Mikhael Blackburn, my daughter Samantha is upstairs follow me." Inside the house was equally as beautiful it was a beige and gold theme with expensive arts lining the walls as well as family portraits I walked around in awe eyeing the place I have seen a lot and been to a lot of rich people homes but this one was absolutely gorgeous, taking a flute of champagne I told Mrs. Blackburn how beautiful her home was. The living room was huge with a fireplace on closer inspection I noticed handprints embedded in the wall in three different colors it popped out at you and was a contrast to the golden L shaped sofa with a love seat to its right a glass coffee table sat in the middle with baby pictures of all three children and another child I presume was a close relative "awe so cute I thought". Our feet were leisurely walking on fluffy beige carpet but my admiration of the house was cut short by a beautiful young woman looking exactly like my boss announcing dinner I guessed she was his sister since in my research on them they said they both looked alike.

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"We must leave you now mother Tara should be getting home now next week I promise I'll be here and please email Tara about family dinners so she can put it in my schedule," my boss said to his mom whilst kissing her cheeks and giving her a big hug, we said our goodbyes and we were off. The car ride was slightly quiet we mostly spoke about work until his next words shocked me "do you have a boyfriend? I never see you going out are asking for time you are always at work and I can depend on you for anything even call you any hours of the night, so I thought either your single or you don't live with your boyfriend or maybe he just understands your work that well so which is it" I swallowed the lump in my throat and prayed a silent prayer to God that he would just accept my response and not push any more cause I honestly wasn't ready to spill my guts to him shaking my head " nope I don't have a boyfriend I don't do boyfriend's anymore at least, a one night stand is good enough for me or just simply none at all I've learned to love myself" with that I opened the car door and walked away.

I didn't do much for my day off I just slept in caught up on work helped my sister with her homework did the laundry and what not it was a boring day. Smiling to myself I opened my phone and went straight to Wattpad I haven't read for a while and needed to play catch up, burying my nose in my phone I read until my eyes closed.

The office was really busy we barely saw each other he had none stop meetings and I was busy with typing, fixing his calendar, organizing the cabinets, and all. I didn't have lunch since I was engrossed in my work I just wanted to get most of the work out the way so I wouldn't have much left tomorrow and I wouldn't have to bring it home to work on it I could finally relax since I wasn't gonna get a day off any time soon. "Wake up sleepy head it's time to go" Mmmmm! I groaned slowly opening my eyes taking in my surroundings shit! I fell asleep goddamn it, pulling myself together I cleared my desk saved the work on the computer shut it down, and got up to leave. Turning around "what the fuck! shit! don't do that Rafael-Levi Ibrahim Blackburn you almost gave me a fucking heart attack" my heart was racing but my rapid heartbeat was coming under control "I'll drop you home" no-no that's not necessary I got back my car "then I'll just drive behind you to make sure you get home safe you seem tired you can come in at 11 am tomorrow morning" and with that, he walked away leaving no room for objections.

Fuck! This guy what the fuck is wrong with him he's lucky I didn't decapitate him wait he barely touched me to wake me he just used his voice to wake me how did he know that. I really shouldn't fall asleep at work I could kill someone. Why is he following me home?

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Sometimes it is better to love yourself than others that way you won't get hurt.

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