What is Love?

Chapter 9

"Oh my God, your love story is goals" Miranda exclaimed after I literally had to start explaining to her what happened between Dylan and I.

"Shut up" I laughed

"So are you two like a thing now?" she asked empasizing on the word 'thing'.
Just as I was about to answer her, Dylan came up to us. He gave me a peck on the cheek.

"Well.. anyway so are you guys coming to Jake's party?"

"Uh! Yes i'll be there. Dee?" I asked waiting for an answer.

"Well I wont let you dance with another guy so yeah"

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"Mom I'm going at a friend's party tonight" I told mom, a little thing about my family is that i'm allowed to do stuff like this. I am allowed to go to parties without asking for permission.

"No you can't, you're dad is coming over tonight for dinner" did i hear that right? My dad? Oh no!

"NO!"

"Elena I need you to do this, if you don't we both know what he will do to us" she held my shoulders and looked directly at me. I knew what my father would do to her and I didnt like it a single bit.

"Sure mama" i smiled

"I love you. Now go get ready for dinner, you brother will be here with your father soon"

"Yes" all i had to do now is just tell Dylan, Miranda and Jason that I won't make it. I headed upstairs and texted Dylan. He was dissappointed at first but he later adjusted to the fact. I stripped and headed to the bathroom.

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"We're home" I heard Kyle shout. I almost ran down the stairs but knowing my so called "father" is here, i just sat on the edge of my bed getting ready for the worst night of my life.

"Elena get down here, Dinner is ready" Mama shouted on top of her lungs making sure I heard her. Heading downstairs i heard father laughing with Kyle. My heart sank knowing this is the worst encounter of all. I dont remember the last time we sat as a family with father and having dinner.

We sat on the table and everyone began eating. You could only here the forks and spoons and a little bit of chewing.

"So, Elena how is school?" My father asked. Did i hear that right? He never asks this sort of things to me.

"Good, how is work?" I honestly tried to keep the conversation not as awkard as it already is.

"Good"

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After dinner I helped mom with the dishes and it was still early. I could make it to the party but I didnt want to insist or else dad would go all hulk on us. As I was walking towards my room I heard mom and dad having an argument like always. I didnt want to interfere so I just continued heading for my room but something got my attention. I overheard them talking about me, the argument seemed really serious.

"How sure are you that she is my daughter?"

"Please dont start"

My heart sank. I felt betrayed but I wasnt sure what they were talking about. What if i wasnt my father's daughter? Then who was my father?

"Elena? What are you doing?" Kyle came up at me. I turned to him.

"Why are you crying?" He asked

"Who am i?" I didnt notice that I was crying but I only needed answers.

"What are you talking about?"

"Don't fucking lie to me! Tell me now!"

"I dont know Elena" he tried to come and hug me but I was too angry to give him the chance to.

"Dont touch me" was all I could say. The next thing i know is that i just want to be out of this house but where could I go?

One step infront of the other. I dont know where I am heading to and I dont care. After ten minutes of walking non stop. I decided i'd rather just go to Jake's party. I arrived at Jake's house and I thought of was to get wasted. I looked for Miranda and finally saw her.

"I thought you couldnt make it?"

"i'm here now"

The next thing I know was that I needed to puke really badly. I had only few drinks and I wasnt feeling too well. I started to look for the bathroom and I finally found it. I did what I had to do in there and go out.

"Hey beautiful" I knew that voice.

"Jake, nice party" I didnt want to talk to him. I just wanted to forget my problems right now. Maybe I was misinterpreting things. Maybe my father is really my father. Not that I would care, he has been abusing me for a long time.

"Not so fast" he held my wrist and pulled me close. Does he want to kiss me? Oh no no no!
I pushed Jake but he was way to strong for me. I struggled in his arms.

"Jake what the fuck dude?" Dylan pushed Jake.

"What? Are you a thing now?" He chuckled.

"And you? I thought you werent coming?" He turned to me with furrowed brows.

"No no Dylan its time" Jake cut us off.

"No its not" Dylan pulled me by my hand and started to make way for us to leave.

"He didnt tell you?" Jake asked evily

I stopped Dylan and turned back to Jake "Tell me what?"

"Nothing.." Dylan replied

"You were a bet Elena.." Jake cut Dylan off ".. you were too hard to crack so I made a bet with your boy here to see if he could crack you." He smirked at me. Everyone was now listening to our conversation. The music slowly faded and there was silence.

"Is this true Dylan?"

"IS IT? i said loudly as my voice cracked.

"Its true but let me explain.."

"Dont you ever come near me ever again" I cut him off and ran outside with Dylan and Miranda behind me.

"Lena let me explain" he said as he finally caught up with me.

"You dont have to explain anything, i was a bet. I get it" My voice cracking with tears rolling down my face. Miranda came up to me and hugged me.

"Lets take you home" she said softly

"No I dont want to go home" i sat there crying. I felt so worthless.

"Lena.." Dylan tried to comfort me.

"Just live me the fuck alone Dylan. I DONT NEED YOU! Let me be. I dont need you.. i never needed you when you left and I wont be needing you after this so just leave me alone"

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i found Kyle's missed call after checking my phone. I decided i'd call him. I was at Miranda's house.

"What do you want?" Was the first thing i could say after he picked up.

"It's mom, she is in the hospital. She might not make it Elena" i heard him sob. What did i do? Tears rolled down my cheeks as I ran towards Miranda.

"Whats wrong?" Miranda asked as i hugged her crying my heart out.

"Please take me to the hospital. Its my mom"

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