Your Loss

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"Kat you gotta let it go..." Victoria lectured me as usual, "He is none of our buisness anymore!"

"Well I'm sorry if I was in love with him!" ever since he left I haven't been the same... I went from being me, to being a straight A student, to a goth freak, to a suicidal freak, and finally I became who I am now. A follower.

"Maybe you should just hang out with us more often, you have been distant lately" she trailed.

"Well I haven't been myself lately I guess" I snapped, "Where is Kylie anyways! I need her help!" I got angrier just thinking about the guy I used to know and love.

"She is on the phone with Dana," she quieted down,"I'm gonna call Zayn, I guess I will see you later then."

"I'm sorry Victoria," I pouted, "I'm just... still getting used to everything I guess." I stopped myself before I got upset again.

"It's okay sweetie I know it's not your fault... your just a lost lovesick puppy, but you should know your gonna be fine cause Cole still likes you ya know and you did tell me you liked him to." she laughed at herself and the irony in the sentence, felt like a paragraph to me though.

" I know." I said simply. Tonight we have our final dance for high school it's our graduation dance and the girls had already picked out their dresses but I was still in the dark with it... Harry and I had dreamed of the graduation dance. we planned on going together but as you can tell that's not happening anymore.

"Hey guys! sorry Dana was asking me what color his tux should be cause he wanted us to match... of course I told him to get a black one because I don't want him to know about my dress until I'm wearing it!" she squealed. she is always so happy after talking to Dana, her boyfriend from IM5. They are so in love it almost makes me sick but of course I'm happy for her.

Victoria is dating... as you probably guessed... Zayn from One Direction.

She doesn't know if he is coming to the dance tonight but she does know he loves her either way. Cole from IM5 is the one who likes me and I think he's sweet but I like someone else... Liam. I have always thought he was sooo sweet but now I'm starting to notice how cute he actually is.

Tonight will be interesting considering IM5 will be there and most likely One Direction to.

Lord help me..