Top Shottas 2

Chapter 5

|| Summer ||

This heart I got , this loyalty I live by so strong I can't even go and abandon King or even find another nigga shit crazy .

I been thinking about these bitches like I didn't even know he had kids now they feel how I feel .. But fuuuuck them these bitches grown and had a fucking silver spoon in they mouths all they lives , me and my sister had to grow up with out my fucking parents .

I just be trying to figure out why I'm so insecure about my looks and shit ..

Everything on my mind , I don't really know how to go about this ..

Im sick to my damn stomach man , why ! Why ! Do I even try why the fuck do I try!

Ant called me telling me he gone pull up im in the middle of having a fucking break down lemme pull myself together .

I opened the door he looked right at me .

"Summer what's-

" I can't fucking stomach it Ant ! I can't , this man hurt me so much im going crazy ! Im fucking hurt bro I can't 😔 " I yelled.

"Summer-

Before he could even get his sentence out I just started breaking shit .

"I - CRASH can't- CRASH do - CRASH nothing right !" I yelled hitting the glass .

"I'm a failure.. " I said dropping to my knees .

Ant grabbed me .

" Summer chill man everything is going to be okay . " he said trying to calm me down .

" Everything making me feel like im dying slowly.. im in this shit alone .. King off with someone else and I'm here alone she gets the last laugh not me . Im loosing everything.. " I said curling into a ball .

" Summer you gone be good man he loves you . " Ant said trying to calm me down.

" If he loved me he wouldn't hurt me like he does .. I- i - i

I ran to the bathroom Ant ran after me .

" Summer you pregnant bro !? " Ant yelled .

" No the fuck im not bro shut up !" I yelled back .

" Why the fuck you throwing up ? " Ant asked.

" I been crying what you expect? " I said .

I walked out .

I can't help but to think about King he makes my fucking stomach turn .. I'll do anything for him he just can't be mine..

I got a call .

" You thought you could get away ? " the person said on the phone .

" Bitch fuck you & yo sisters! " I yelled hanging up .

Bang ! Bang ! Bang !

Ant grabbed me and fell to the ground .

" These bitches got me fucked up ! " I yelled crawling to my room .

" stay the fuck down !" Ant yelled at me .

I kept crawling not paying attention to what he was saying .

I grabbed my guns .

By the time I ran out it stopped .

" Fuck ! " I yelled .

" calm the fuck down ! What the fuck is you doing ? Why you gotta be so hard all the time ? Chill the fuck out ! " Ant yelled at me .

"No ! Aint nobody gone go easy on me ! Fuck being calm I aint got shit else to loose ! Nobody fucking cares ! " I yelled back .

" Your a female Summer a fucking female I know you was raised like this but you can't keep doing this ." Ant said .

" I'm going to be this way till i die and nobody can stop me . I'm living for my parents and Sky and they wouldn't want their child or sister walking around like no bitch ! " I yelled .

" And they wouldn't want yo ass dead either ! " he yelled back .

" Nobody shooting at my fucking house I worked hard for and expect me not to kill they ass I don't give a fuck what you talking bout them bitches dead ." I said .

These bitches want war so ima give it to em Period .

Fuck this King situation these bitches gotta die bro .