She's just an average girl
She always wore a smile
No one thought that she was dying on the inside..
That's because she hid it so well ..she hid her depression with a smile and her cuts with long sleeves.
She was only 9 when she lost what we call self esteem and she turned to the blades for comfort....it made her feel like she belonged ..but not for long.
The blades weren't helping her anymore...she couldnt bear the pain she felt inside.
one night she decided that it was time to die .....she couldn't keep on living this lie.
she wrote a letter to her best friend saying.....
Dear Noah im sorry i left so soon im sorry i didnt keep my promise but if u were me would u keep on living if u felt like u were rubbish??? if you felt like no one cared ..like no one even knew you existed!?!i bet you would have done it ..so dont blame me ..blame the world .a world full with jealousy and hatred towards me .they didnt give me a chance to shine a chance to be who i was ment to be .its okay noah soon you'll forget im gone cause im not really something to dwell on. Isnt that what they said ??? all those kids at school ???!?? well could u please tell them that i was playing by the rules
well i guess this is good bye im running out of space to write i lost ....please just hold on tight ….…..i love you noah....good bye
she stood up on the chair and tied the rope around her neck..she glimpse out the window one last time........goodbye world she said with a smile......the chair fell down and she tool her final breathe ..its all ova.. she's now greeting death ....…....
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suicide (saying goodbye) Poems
PoetryLife just isn't fair ...i wasnt ment to be here!!!! im just a waste of space!!! i can't take no more!!! they hate me! they hurt me !they dont even no i exist until ive done something bad....... then its like world war 3 has began..all over again day...