Memories [Ff Jimin] (18+)

Part 4

Where am I...
Its dark here..
I'm scared.. someone.. help me..

(Y/N)! Wake up! Please don't leave me!

The voice echoed

Jimin.. Jimin.. is that you?

You wanted to open your eyes but you can't...
The voice echoed again..

(Y/N) please don't leave me..
I miss you..

I have to wake up...
He was waiting for me...
Jimin is waiting for me..

You tried your best to move your fingers and it succeed. You tried opening your eyes its too heavy but you succeed it.

Jimin: (Y/N)? (Y/N)! Are you awake?

You look at the shock and relief face of Jimin. He seems so happy that you're awake. He called the nurse and the nurse checked your condition first.
Everything is stable and the nurse left you alone with Jimin. He held your hand tightly and kissed it. You can see tears fall down.
You wipe away the tears and cup his soft and wet cheeks. You smiled at him and more tears fall down his cheeks.
His eyes were swollen. He must be crying and did not sleep well. You take his hand and pull him near you gently, signaling him to rest beside you.
He gets the message and you move to the side to give him space. He rests beside you and kisses your forehead. He hugs you and you buried your face in his chest.

Jimin: I thought I lost you forever...
You: Shh... rest... Jimin...

Your lips are dry and you are still weak you cant really talk much. He nods and closes his eyes while hugging you tightly.
Feeling his warmth you felt safe. You felt alive. Warm tears started to fall down your cheeks. How happy you are to hug him again.
You close your eyes and fall asleep beside Jimin.

After hours of sleeping you wake up. You look around the room and there was no one. You sit up and your head hurts a little.
You look outside the window from your bed and the weather is great today. You smile seeing the beautiful sight.
Your head turns around the sound of the creaking door. Yoy smile seeing the happy face of Jimin. He smiles brightly and walk towards you.

Jimin: How are you feeling?
You: I'm fine now, did you sleep well?
Jimin: yeah I did, sorry I met your mom just now telling her that you woke up already, she was happy.
You: She's not coming? I miss her... and I miss my family.
Jimin: Oh... your mom is tired... and I told her to rest because she hasn't been sleeping for almost a week.
You: Ahhh.... I see...
How is my littl-
Jimin: (Y/N)... there's something I want to... tell you...
You: What... is it?
Jimin: You know... the day you got into the accident...
The doctor said one of your kidneys are not working anymore and...
And... your little sister... she... donated one of her kidneys for you...
And... she...... didn't survive...

You were really shocked by his words. Hot tears falling down your cheeks without realizing. What did she do...? Why...?

Jimin: Before she went for operation... she left you a letter..

Jimin takes out the letter from his pocket. He hands it over to you and left the room to give toy space to read the letter alone.
You slowly unfold the paper and read it.

Dear my sweet Sister,
Hey, I'm sure you get the news by now haha. Cheer up okay?
I did this because I love you.
You should live happily and continue with your life.
Please don't feel bad because if you do... I don't think I will rest in peace hahaha.
Take care of mom okay? And yeah, I brought you something and its under my bed.
I'm sure you'll love it.
And don't forget our memories. Remember to eat your medicine. And actually there is something I wanna tell.
I know I have cancer for 4 months already and our relationship is getting closer back then. I purposely made you angry and jealous. Even if I die you won't hurt so much now. If our relationship was closed, I bet you're gonna have some depression.
And I didn't love Jimin. Yeah he looks hot but he looked perfect for you. Marry him!
I want you to be like a princess during your wedding! I want you to be the most beautiful women in Jimin's eyes on that day. I want you to have the most happiest family in the world with Jimin.
I want you and Jimin to be happy, always.
Promise me to marry him, okay?
I love you (Y/N), don't forget our memories, okay?
Don't forget our laughter, don't forget out cries, don't forget our fight... and don't forget about me, okay?
At least visit me once a year if you are really busy. I would be happy if you bring some roses hahaha you know what I love. So that's all... I love you and have a super fun life, okay?
I'll be watching you.
Bye bye my lovely sister ♡
From, Little Sister

You couldn't hold back your tears. You cried like a baby. You cried so hard 'till the whole room echoed with your crying sounds.
Jimin hurried in, getting worried hearing your cried that can be heard. He went straight to you and hugged tightly.

You: Why... why am I such an idiot sister!

You said in between your loud cries. Jimin. Only hugs your tightly and pet your head to calm you down.

You: I'm the stupidest sister getting jealous and angry by her own sibling without knowing why she did it!
Why am I so dumb and stupid!! I didn't even get to say I love her!  I didn't even see her for the last time!
Jimin: (Y/N), you didn't know anything so it's okay...
She knew you loved her, she knows everything. She is in a better place now. The more you cry the more sadder she gets.
The more you cry, the more hurt she'll get. Everyone makes mistakes... don't cry anymore, okay?

He wipes your tears away and you tried to calm yourself down. Jimin us right. She said i shouldn't feel bad. You tried to catch yiu breath.
Jimin lays you down and pats your gently. He kissed your forehead and you calm down a bit. You closed your wet swollen eyes while sobbing.

Jimin: You should rest babe..

You nod slowly and feel his warmth plus his cold fingers parting your head making fall asleep.

~Memories of you and your sister played in your mind~

The way you laugh, play and cried together is all playing in your mind now.
Suddenly you heard her voice from afar...

(Y/N)! Don't cry anymore, okay? I'm fine here! I want you to smile too!
Even if I'm not beside you I'm always in your heart!
I gotta go not! Bye-bye~ I love you and don't cry anymore, okay! That's a promise!

You: Wait! I want to tell you something! I'm sorry and I love you so much! Thank you for everything!

Haha I know it! Bye-bye!

The voice slowly fades and you woke up immediately.

~reality~

The moment you woke up it was already night. You sit down and look outside the window and stare at the sky.

You: I won't cry anymore... that's a promise.

You mumble and wipe the tear at the side of your eyes and smile. Prefect timing Jimin walked in the room.

Jimin: You okay now?

You nod and smile at him. He kisses your forehead and your smile grew bigger. Jimin held your hands.

You: I got to tell her that I love her and I promise her not to cry anymore..

You said to Jimin while smiling. Jimin looks at you in confusion. You chuckled and shake your head.

You: Nothing.. I'm hungry..
Jimin: Oh, I'll buy you some fruits if you want? It's mid night, mostly the shops are closed but the fruit stall is open.
You: Anything that can be eaten~

Jimin smiled and went out ti buy some fruits. You went to the window and stare at the sky.

You: everything will be fine... I have to grant my sister's wish...

I'll do everything she wants...
I will make her happy..
I will not cry anymore.
I will do anything to grant what she wants...
I will do my best.

To be continued...

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Sorry for the update >.< stuff went up in Taeminga's account :3