I miss him

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"I miss him so much".. You said to yourself as you lay in bed thinking about Justin. You broke up with him because you were done with all the lies, the cheating, him putting you last. Everything. You wonder if he misses you as much as you miss him, You wonder if he thinks about you as much as you think about him, You wonder if he loves you as much as you love him. It felt surreal.. the fact that you haven't seen him in over a year made you upset, and you blamed yourself because you were the one to break it off. You couldn't continue with the pain. You had enough. He didn't call or text you after your break up. You thought that everything would be better if you just stopped seeing him. But after everything he put you through you still loved him. No matter how much pain he put you through or how much he made you mad you still loved him & you wanted to get back together with him so bad. But you also didn't want to get back in that toxic relationship because it made you both so miserable. You can't go back to that relationship because you know that if you do he'll make the same mistakes he made the first time & you don't want to go through that bullshit again.
THE NEXT DAY.

 You kept reading these messages over & over again

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You kept reading these messages over & over again. This was all that you had from the break up. Just this. You had to screenshot them because you wanted to delete everything from pictures to messages to blocking Him. But now all you wanted to do was just see him and talk to him again. But you weren't so sure if you were ready yet.
Justin's P.O.V:
Everything fell apart after y/n broke up with me. I did things that hurt me & other people around me. For example I wanted to be high all the time & I was, I was always drunk because I missed her but after awhile I realized that that wasn't the way to show it. So I stopped.
I also didn't know why she broke up with me at first but everyone around me knew why. My friends told me it was because I never appreciated her enough. I always lied to her, I cheated on her. I hurt her. That wasn't my intention. But I guess she was over me hurting her. I want her back so bad but I'm not sure if she's ready to give me another chance. I hope to see her soon really soon.
Your P.O.V:
That day you woke up and decided to just unblock Justin but you weren't gonna text him or call him. That day you got yourself ready to go buy some new clothes at the mall. You finally were at the mall you chose to buy some shorts, t-shirts, & shoes! As you were looking through some t-shirts you thought that you saw Justin. You freaked out & told yourself "maybe it was somebody else? I have to chill." But nope it was him. You freaked out. You tried to hide before he came into the store.. But it was too late he saw you.
Justin: " Y/n?"
You: "oh um hi Justin"
Justin: "look I didn't follow you or anything. This was just a coincidence okay?"
You: "Yeah I know"
You wanted to leave so you cut the conversation short.
You: " um look I gotta go. But I'll see you around okay?"
Justin: "yeah! See you"
It was so awkward and it felt weird seeing him & talking to him. You hoped that he wouldn't text you but... It was already too late!

 It was already too late!

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Yup. That's right. You were seeing him tomorrow.. You couldn't believe that he still remembered your favorite restaurant.
Justin's P.O.V:
I'm seeing her tomorrow night. I finally get to talk to her & tell her everything. My emotions are all over the place. Not gonna lie I'm kind of nervous to see her & talk about everything that happened. I hope she doesn't cancel on me.
*skips to an hour before dinner*
Your P.O.V:
You were anxious to see him again & to talk about everything. You chose to wear this:

It was cute & simple! Your hair was down & wavy like this:

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It was cute & simple! Your hair was down & wavy like this:

  It was about 5:45 so you decided to leave your house so you'd get there in time! (Pick your restaurant) you saw Justin at your table and as you kept getting closer to the table you were getting really nervous

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It was about 5:45 so you decided to leave your house so you'd get there in time! (Pick your restaurant) you saw Justin at your table and as you kept getting closer to the table you were getting really nervous.
Justin: " Y/n! You look beautiful!"
You: "thank you Justin!"
Justin: "I thought you were gonna cancel since we haven't seen each other in a long time.. But I'm glad you didn't!"
You: "I was actually thinking to cancel but it wouldn't be fair since we need to talk about everything."
Justin: "No yeah I understand"
You: " I don't really no where to start.. I mean our relationship was all over the place and I-"
Justin cuts you off immediately.
Justin: "No y/n let me start please. I'm sorry for putting you through so much pain. I'm sorry for not making you happy because I was too busy lying and making you a fool. I'm sorry. I really am."
You: "Justin. Of course I forgive you. I made mistakes too so please don't blame everything on yourself. I'm sorry that I didn't listen enough or gave up on our relationship.. But everything was just getting too hard for me. For us. So I thought maybe it was better if we broke up & man that was a huge mistake. I missed you so much. I just need you to know that I still love you no matter what happened between us. I .. I wanna give you another chance.. I wanna give us another chance.."
Justin: "y/n. I wanna give us another chance too. I promise to cherish every moment we have together and I promise to treat you better then the first time."
It was a new beginning for you both!

I hope you guys liked it! And I'm sorry for not writing & posting this earlier! :)

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 13, 2016 ⏰

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