This Kiss

i wish at times i was norrmal, if i had a norrmal life, but thats never going to happen im going to have my own life. to others i have it all, im the caption of the football team, i have lots of friends, I'm good looking enough to be stopped at malls for modeling  , but theirs something that cant change anything.....

im a werewolf

though it aint as bad as it seems but having a mate in high school sucks , we have like  two hundred  students ; not counting the teachers ; yes I said teachers it happens , trust me.

so when i see all of my packs happy couples and here i am trying to find my mate I'm looking despite ; I'm not the alpha or beta  so i don't my mate like the others with the title but i want my mate . its affecting me to the point i have given up

I think im worring my parents though , im acting more of a sloth then a wolf out of the way im acting . ive been just eating and laying in bed all day .

but as when I get up for school , I look around and see some jeans and I go to put them on and I see a pile of clothes near the closet . I go over their and grab a random plain black Shirt and sniff it to make sure if it is clean.........its doable

as I go down stairs to get a pop tart but I see dad drinking some coffee near the coffee maker , I go over to the cabinet and get the pop tart . " hey " I say and he nods "hey " I see the box of pop tarts "you heading off to work?" I say even though he's dressed in his work clothes , I see that I grabbed the last pop tart and I go to throw away the box "yea and you? is Aj Taking You To School Or You Need A Ride? " I open the package  " AJ is picking me up so theirs no need" I say while eating my pop tart

with that i hear a honk and I look out the kitchen window and see AJ's jeep out side and its my chew to leave and dad nods and I go to put on my shoes and grab my jacket and my book bag that I had since freshmen year , and I head out to AJ's jeep .

I get in and I see Aj texting to who god knows who , but what do I care . he looks up once then hands me some coffee"hey here's some coffee for you , I thought it might perk you up today " I roll my eyes while taking the coffee from him while he puts down the phone down while he starts to drive to school

ive meet Aj my sophomore year when he joined the foot ball team , and is now my best friend . so we have been in Crazy shit that i really cant talk about ...... and durning the hard times I remember him telling me about how he had to raise his little sister after his mother died when he was eight and when she was six , so he never had a childhood out of taking care of his sister when his dad had to work .

I feel bad about him but his family is cool, though ive never meet his sister . he says its just that she's shy or that she's not home . but ive meet his dad whos awesome , he works on the classic cars that he owns and most of the time we get to help fit them . i remmber one time we helped him scrap all of the pain off the car and then repaint the car , i will say my arm hurt the next few days out of it .

as we pull up to the school I get out of the car and head to my class room ,I put in my ear buds and start to listen to some of the music , as I get to my class room I go to my seat witch is by the window . I look out at the window and see the trees and wounder why the hell im in this class when I could be running , but that's what it is .

"Mr.James?" i hear my name beening called from one of my teachers i turn to look at her and i think she's been calling my name for a while but i dont know how long .

"yes?"

"awnser the question"

"whats the question?"the teacher sighs and the class laughs , i really dont know why. i wasnt playing attion so why would i know?

" whats the formula?"

"i dont know " she sighs agian and gose on a long lexter about the wounders of math and shit , i get lost in my own thought agian. my grades are droping like mad and soon the coach is going to take me off the team. though i just joined football to let out some steam . not like im going to use football latter in life.

this is all the matings fault though, after i turned 18 two months ago my wolf smells my mate everywhere but scene this school is hudge i cant find her anywhhere. its hard to talk about it with my partents , their both werewolfs that grew up in a small town so they found eachother less then two days  .but not me , no since im in a HUDGE town and a HUDGE school i cant find her anywhere.

"cam you got to get your self together man , if not your going to get kicked off the team and we'll losse are caption!"

"so?"

"so?' he said in a mocking tone "i signed you up for a tutor at the school and dont nag cuz i know you'll love me latter for it ."the couch had made the final cut and if i wasn't changing my D to a B before the homecoming game itll be bye bye scholarship

"fine" as we head to the lunch room i see some of our friends ; most of the football crowd isn't what it looks like . we got Sammy the lead cheerleader and the Alphas daughter Sammy , she told me if i didn't find my mate she has volunteered as tribute to be hers . though i have a feeling even if i did find my mate shed still volunteer . 

when we get closeser to my friends i bump into a girl and she drop their books, aj dosnt nottice and keeps walking to sammy and the others , i help her with their books,while this is happening i keep having a stronge smell of my mate then i notice its coming from this girl. this girl has long dark brown hair , its straight till the ends of it cuz its curly at it , she's wearing a light blue over the shoulder sweater , with black skinny jeans and blue high tops . she has on a grey beanie and has glasses on. she lookes up and i see her face , she has light brown eyes , full lips and tan skin. she's so beautiful . why didnt i see her before?

we both stand up and she nervously looks away "i-im sorry i-i wasnt looking where i was g-going " as she said that my wolf was howling beeging for her i couldnt help myself. in the middle of the lunch room i was kissing my mate though i dont know her name i couldnt help it , i just dont want to miss this.

i feel someone hit my face and i fall , what can i say i didnt see it happen . im looking up at Aji hear him yelling "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING TO MY SISTER!!!" what? oh hell my mate is my best friends little sister...........im dead

"th-this is your sister" he gets in my face " THE HELL IT IS!! i know youve been in the dumps for a while but that dosnt mean that you have any right making out with her . know let me worn you STAY away from Iris!" my wolf growled at him, he hated any orders and them saying i cant see my own mate this wasnt going to be a pretty sight . iris looks at her brother "I-im Sorry!" then she boults off , i walk away from this. i had lost my lunch by this , i wasnt going to lose my mate to know one

After the Aj and Iris thing at lunch I whent to run to kill some steam , though it just lasted a few hours but it felt so good knowing I could touch the grass and think of something about my mate beening my best friends little sister who by the way is PISSTED that I kissed her . but I don't care about it because no one is going to take my cute little nerdy mate from me

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since aj signed me up for totoring i had to go, i whent into the libarry and i looked around for te teacher, Mr. burns was the totoring teacher and i found him. i whent up to him and shown him my papper i got after lunch ." your toto should be hear soon, just wait for her other their" he points at some tables and i wait over their sighing. just another thing i have to do and ot be with my mate.

then i smell her again she walks into the room and gose to mr burns he says something to her and point at my way , when she looks over she blushes and heads over to my table and sits down "h-hi im I-I-iris and i-ill be your t-totor for now on" i think im going to like this totoring stuff for know on.