This Kiss

Will You? (Edit )

their looking arnt they ?

i know they are 

i knew this scarf was a bad idea but noooo i just had to put the one thing that never fits me ....a bloody scarf . do i look like a girl who can pull off a scarf ? my dad my own fleash in blood laughed at me while he was getting up for coffee .

i swear , i feel like everyon is looking at me and its that magic bite mark thats on my neck . i tryed to put make up on it but it didnt work ....god how is this mark even on  my neck in the first place? is it a bug bite.....yea a bug on fuck sterodes ....

i go to my locker and i feel someone next to me and i look up and see cam , my face gose red and i back away "w-what .... you doing .....in the ....j-juniors wing ? " i say hugging my books , he just smirks at me "what i cant stop by and talk to you?" he says leaning on my locker , i galp " you never talked to me before"he looks at me softly and it reminds me of my dream i had last night and i look down .

" well thats in the past now Iris " he steps closer to me and im just frozen , soon im back up to the end ofthe wall and we're only an inch away from eachother, i feel  his body heat .....man his guy is warm " your wearing a scarf? ..." is he going to say it looks wronge on me? ......god i knew it i knew-"looks cute on you " he gives a smile and i blush even more

cam thinks im cute? " though your wearing it wronge", "w-what ..wait " he takes off the scarf and is now looking at my bare neck and at the mark . he smirks like he aproves or something  then he makes the scarf better . i just wrapped that thing to hide it , i dont know how to use it .....kinda shocked that he knew how to fix it 

i was going to ask how he knew how to do that then he spoke " i learned this from my mom?" he says and i look at him , i know her, but who didnt ....she was a verry pretty women and every man wants her even though she's happily married .

i remmber going to a barbaqu that was hosted for cams family but it was a town thing as well, i always hanged out with her and helped her cooking the food .it was alot funner then just watching other people get eighter high or drunk . as cam finshes the scarf i see he's leaning in for a kiss.i need to change this convsation fast ...

" um it sceems like your feeling better " smoth iris just smoth ....."well yea , thanks to you im all better " im conffussed " what? all i did was drive you home " he puts his face in my hair and breathes in it " and that forhead kiss sure helped alot as well " he looks back at me " i think i need anouther one dont you think ?"

i just look up at him , i dont know what im feeling torward cam .....i dont know if id like to be kissed but those kissable lips that are just the right shade of.....shit 

while spacing out cam just know placed his lips on mine , he moves them slowly i dont move untill i hear the bell and then cam stops and looks up to me " see you latter iris , dont be late to your class " he says and walks away . i just fell to the floor and look up at the yellow ceiling , i touch my lips that was a tad wet and close my eyes "this is getting dangerose " 

it was now lunch time , i was sitting with alex and a few of alexs friends . i didnt really talk much , im thinking about cam for some reason . i know i sorta like him but i ont know if its just that he keeps kissing me that my feelings conffused ....GHHHhhh

"hey you ok ?" a vocie says and i look up and i see one of alexs friends ask me  "yea peachy " i go back to eat my lunch as the clock ticks as the bell rings i go to my last block class i walk into someone and its cam 

"hey , i was hoping to see you again " he says while other people walk around us to get to their classes "oh...." i say looking down " yea i was woundering if you want to go on a date" i look striaght up at me "with who ?" 

cam laughs and i blush " with you silly " he smiles and i dont know what to say " i dont know if i can .." he now is frowning "oh why ? " that face looks so sad that i feel guilty of not saying yes " im not..." he looks conffussed looking at me "im not allowed to date " ok thats a lie .....kinda ive never been asked on date and i know this is cams ony way to get over the fact that this plan of his ....what ever it is . isnt going to work 

"then ill ask him if i can take you out how about it ? if your dad says yes will you say yes ? " since i know its not going to happen "umm...sure " 

he smiles and places a kiss on my check " great ill ask your dad after school since we dont have tutoring today" he ask and i shrug "ok if you want " he smiles again " good see you latter Iris " he never stops dose he?

i think of this over and over while im in art class, i wasnt able to really think about it   ....i mean your brothers best friend asked you on a date yet im having a small feeling thats this is a joke ....

as the last bell ends i go an put away my probject and when i turn around i see cam staning in the door way . i see a few girls stair at him from passing the class room and i dont lie ...i got jelouse . i dont know why but i did . 

but it aint like i hit the girls and yelled stay away from my man ...i just gave them some stares when i thought cam wasnt looking . " why you here?" he looks over at me and smirks " i told you i was going to ask your dad " i raise an eye brow " and you need what from me ? " 

" god your a tough cookie , i wanted to give you a ride to your house , i saw you didnt have your car outside and id give you a lift . were going to be heading the same way anyway " he shrugs and i feel like a bitch "ohh...um ok then ....what about Aj ?" 

he pauses for a monment " he has some sort of date or  something with sam ... even i dont know " even cam osnt know must be BIG , oh well ill find out sooner or latter .

we get to his car witch i didnt know he had a car, since i droped him off  i thought he idnt drive i thought wronge . as i was following  cam i saw that he was heading to a harley bike and i frozze "y-y-you ......drive ....a.....b-bike ..." 

he was putting on his helment " yea why dose it shock you ? " i nodd my head really fast " you scared of my bike " i shook my head agian " oh dont be scared Iris , all you have to do is put on this helment and wrap your arms around my waist from falling off"

falling off ?? sooo im going to fall off if i dont cling to cam for dear life great " maybe fall off was ba chocie of words but dont worry im not going to make you fall off ok ? " i sigh and just grab the other helment and put it on though it was hard cuz i think the last person that wore this helment had a head twice as mine .

" here " he makes the helment fit just right and he got on the bike and i got on , though it did take two trys getting on . i wrap my arms around his waist and he starting the bike , he kicked the stand and then we were off .

i felt the vibrastion from the bike and i gripped more , then it felt nice ....i didnt make him go faster or anything but i thought it was kool trying on something new .....i saw the forest and how it looked different from a bikes point of veiw .

it wasnt that different but i liked it , i also liked how cam wasnt going too fast or going on one wheel ....he was a good driver it almost makes me not want him to stop the bike .....almost .