CHAPTER [ 2 ]

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My first chapter was big so I thought of making this chapter a little small than my previous chapter. So let's see what happens here . Sarah XoX
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We texted each other all night . And to be honest I didn't regret staying wake and text her . Even through text I could see her smile . I should see her laugh on my silly comments and I could see her blush on my compliment .

But now after talking to her all night . I can see slowly slowly she will start to become my weakness and I always keep my weaknesses away from me . All because of my fucking past . I can't stay near faith , she will get hurt at the end of all this . She has already started to become my weakness in a day . I don't want her getting hurt . Right now I really hoped my parents wouldn't have done that to me . Why did they do so to me , because of them I had to runway here but I know I won't able to escape them , they are too powerful. Right now I wished I had a nice past and focus on faith but with my past like this I can't take risk and get close to faith . I know my parents didn't have other choice so I am not angry at them for doing that but right now I feel angry at them for doing that to me . I love my parents but how can they do that to me . Even though my life is destroyed but I won't let them destroy Faith's life and my them I don't mean my parents , I mean someone else . I hate thinking about that thing . I have to keep my distance from faith .

While thinking all this , I hear a knock on my door and lazily I get up from my bed and walked towards the door and while walking I tripped over many things . Ok this is a big mess . I need to unpack everything as quick as possible or next time I will Trip and break my ribs and bones . Oh so what was I doing , yeah someone knocked on my door and I have to open the door . Who can it be ? What if , it's them ?! No they can't caught me so quick . Zayn pray that it's not them or you are dead .

With my heart in my hand I opened the door and sign a relief when I saw the beautiful blue eyes staring at me with a wide grain in their face . Faith don't make it hard for me to stay away from you , it's already really hard . She was standing there with a plate of cookies and cupcakes in here hand . Awwww she did all these for me . Stop Zayn . You have to keep distance so shut up and act rude . Purposely with a rude tone I said ,"what ?" She was shock by my tone , I knew it because her blue eyes told it all . Zayn it's fine , if you speak rude with her she will stay away from you and hate you and that will keep you away from her and keep her safe . Act rude Zayn from Faith's safety. With a sneaky tone she said ," I..I bak..ed cookies a...and cupcake..s for
y..you ." No one had done that for me , not even my mother . She was always busy doing her job and here is standing the girl I meet yesterday and texted all night and planning on keeping her away from me for her safety, she braked me cookies and cupcakes. Faith is making this hard for me . Ok Zayn you have to keep your emotions to yourself and save faith and act rude . With a rude and angry tone I said ," yeah so ? I don't take things from strangers , so you may leave my house right now ." Her next expression broke my heart , she was on the edge of crying . Oh faith don't cry I am doing this all for you . I am sorry faith but I have to do this .

She was scared because I can see she was shaking. I didn't want to scare . What are you doing Zayn , you are suppose to only make her hate you nothing else but you made her shake . Zayn stay strong because you are doing this for her . Then she spoke again with a shaky voice and tear filled eyes ," o..oh , I..I thought y...you said w..we were fr...friends ." And then without even thinking I said it almost shouting at her ," yes we were friends until you kept me awake the whole night , I couldn't even sleep for you , don't you have common sense that people sleeps at night . But you kept on talking and talking . Now I am tired but I still have to unpack things . Just because of you . So we are back to becoming stranger . Delete my number from your phone don't text me anymore you dumb ass ." After saying all that to her my heart broke , I felt like crying but I had to be strong. After shouting when I looked at her , I just wanted to hate myself for whatever I said . Her beautiful blue eyes were filled with water .

The moment she blinked a drop of tear fell on her hand . I made her fucking cry . I hurt her so much that she was almost crying . Good job Zayn , I didn't want her to cry . Zayn , you are so stupid . Ughhhh . Then she quickly wiped her eyes and said with a crack in her voice ," oh . I am really sorry , I didn't mean to keep you awake. Yeah I should have kept that it in my mind . It's ok you don't have to worry I will delete your number from my phone , one minute wait , I will delete it right infront of you ." Then she took her phone out .
"Here , I deleted your number don't worry you won't get any text from me anymore. But I will still keep this cookie and cupcakes here . Do whatever you wanna do with them . As I made them for you , I gave them to you so you do whatever you wanna do , I will just leave before getting more insulted ." She said with a little sad chuckle. " bye . And again sorry for keeping you awake I didn't tend to do so . " and with that she walked away with her head down and with tear filled eyes .

Now she is gonna cry I know that and the reason behind that is me . But it's for her safety and she actually deleted my number , that was the most heart breaking part . I didn't regret staying up all night to be honest but just to be rude i said all that I didn't mean any of it though. And I am gonna eat all these cookies and cupcakes and cry . She worked so hard for me even after staying awake all night . I insulted her . That's the worst part . I hate myself. With regret I went inside my house and started unpacking everything, I thought unpacking will keep her thoughts away from me but while unpacking all I could see was her sad face .
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What did Zayn mean by them ? What did Zayn's parent do to him ? Why was he sacred that faith will get hurt ? What was his past ?
Is this the end of Zayn and faith . While destiny bring them together or will they go separate ways . Let's see what happens next .
Love all the reader out here 😘
-Sarah XoXo

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