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ARA
"I know, I made you feel this way, you gotta breathe, we'll be okay.."
It's almost 4 AM. Andito ako sa kotse ko somewhere along Taft. It's raining hard outside at hinihintay ko lang naman si Thomas because this is supposed to be our cheat day.
But this time, it's not a cheat day for me. I broke up with Bang earlier.
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Earlier..
"What? You can't just break up with me, Vic." Evident sa boses niya ang curiosity at disappointment.
"Bang, this is the best for us. We're better off each other." I said as I wipe her tears.
"Tinatanggap ko naman lahat di ba? Yung bashing, okay lang.. kasi kahit naman anong sabihin nila, at the end of the day akin ka pa din e. Pati nga yung cheat days mo, tinanggap ko!"
I stared at her, wide-eyed to be exact. "W-what cheat days?" My heart is now beating fast.
I know that it would be hard for me to break up with her, but with these thoughts of him, I find it a lil bit easier.
"Cheat days! I know na pagkatapos mo mag Happy T, palagi kayong nagkikita. Walang palya yun, every damn week! For what? The last 2 years!"
This is also the reason why am I breaking up with her at 2AM in the morning. Kakagaling ko lang kasing Happy T.
"Alam mo pala, Bang.. bakit hindi mo na lang ako iniwan?"
"Kasi lahat ng yun.. wala lang para sakin. Kasi alam ko na mas mahal kita, despite all of that."
"Just.. just let me go. I am being unfair."
"Then what, Vic? Magiging kayo?"
Then it stung me. Kasi kahit naman i-break ko si Bang, wala namang mangyayari eh. At the end of all of these, there would still be Thomas and Arra.
"Alam mong may girlfriend yung tao. So, hindi pa din."
"At magpapakamartir kang mag-intay sa kanya? Vic, andito ako! Buong-buo, sa'yo lang. Bakit mo ipagsisiksikan ang sarili mo sa isang lalaki nga pero may girlfriend namang iba? Know your worth, Vic!"
"I know my worth and I know yours too. You're worthy of love and you do not deserve me. So please, just let us go." I said habang hinuhubad ang singsing na regalo niya sakin nung 1st anniversary namin.
Nagsimula na akong maglakad palabas ng condo niya.
"..and I'm breaking up with him too. Wag ka mag-alala, I don't deserve any of you."
I slammed the door shut and ran towards my car.
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