A/N so I changed it alittle at the bottom cause I didn't like it 😍😘😚😗😙😜😛😀
Tracies POV
So today's the day I'm going to tell Heven what I did. Its what a good girlfriend would do. Even though I may not have a girlfriend after. But if she breaks up with I might just die inside. I mean I'm already dead inside I will just die a little more.
Maybe I don't have to maybe I could just push it deep down inside of me and not think about it like I do with all my other feelings.
Who am I kidding
There is no way I will be able to look into those eyes. And kiss those lips and then lie to her. I love her. Did I just think that. Ok then. If I love her I have to tell her the truth. Even if it hurts. That's what I am afraid of. I'm afraid of hurting her and losing her at the same time.
What am I saying I am a strong black woman who doesn't need a man, or in this case a woman to satisfy me. Yes I do
Ok so just walk to her locker. I arrive at her locker and she's getting her text book. "Hey I'm sorry about over reacting on the whole Brianna thing"
"Its Ok, but after you hear this I wouldn't blame you, I have something to tell you and promise that you won't freak out".
" OK" she said unsure of what she was getting into.
"So on Friday I went to the dance and long story short the next day I woke up in my bed with Deven next to me, but before you say anything I was drunk and didn't know what I was doing and I completely regret it, it didn't mean anything cause I love you to much-" I stopped her what I said she must think in an idiot she going to yell. But I was completely proven wrong when she cupped my face and kissed me pationatly. She licked my lip asking for an entrance when I denied. She cupped my ass and I gasped allowing her and entrance. Soon we broke.
"What was that for"
"I love you too"
"You know we sound like white people in a chick flick"
"Yeah I know" we both laughed.
"So it doesnt matter?" I know she hiding how she really feel she is so transparent.
"No it doesnt matter"
Hevens POV
I have never been so hurt in my life. Even though I know it didn't mean anything it still hurt. Maybe cause it was a guy and not me. Or because she was taken advantage of. But trust and believe when I see him he's going to wish his mom never opened her legs. I need to make her mine forever. Or just let it go
A/N: What do u think Hevens going to do comment
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