Lovers With Desire

Our time is up

We huddle around the last bundle listening to our favorite song. Today is the day I leave to Florida. To be honest I don't want to,I like it here, New York is my home but since my dad is a biker we have to leave to take care of some businesses. Ian (my boyfriend), mark,summer,and Luke and me we were all planning to run away but along the way Luke died and I got shoot, well lets get back to the begging of how it all started.

I was 10 yrs old when we all became friends. I was a loner you know the one no one liked because they thought I was a freak somehow. But I ignored them I knew I wasn't the problem they were. Until Ian, summer and Luke came along, they were very nice. After they defended me from Jake the most popular guy, we knew we would become best friends.

On a regular day. I went to school you know like I always do and I get a text from my mom saying that she loved me. I got worried because she never said that randomly . When I got home she was lying on the floor, there was so much blood. She was shot and that's when my father kevin comes along. At first he will come home and leave for "work" and wouldn't come back for three days. But Kevin wasn't that bad of a father after all. A month later he tells me that he's a biker which means he's a drug dealer. I wasn't surprise by the news so I got involved. I became someone new. Okay let me describe myself; I got long curly hair but not to curly, tattoos on my arms, neck, back, and an my right leg, and I have hazel eyes and yes I'm skinny.

Ian and me became a couple on out freshman year. To be honest I don't take relationships very serious. I don't love Ian and I would never tell him that because it will break his heart, I only like him but on the other hand he says that he loves me and that he wants to marry me but I want none of that.

My name used to be Katie Brown but since now im on the business I have to change my name. My name is Lean Lakewood. This name is very special to me because this was my mother name. My friends never like the person I've become but once they got used to it time by time they all started turning out like me and I hated it because they might end up hurt or dead but at the same time I was happy I wasn't alone yeah I know what your thinking im being selfish but come on now everybody is.

All the memories, all those jail times, messing with our teachers and getting in trouble, all those hangovers, I will miss all that crazy shit we did but our time is up.

I look at my friends.

"Guys I'm going to miss you all, I want you all to know that"

" We know you will, I hope you have fun with your new friends" Ian said.

He's been mad since the news got
out

"Geez calm down im coming to visit during the summer" I said making my happy face

"What about us , uh had you thought about that "

"Ian I know you mad and all but I'm sorry to break it up to you but its over you know I can't do the whole distance relationship thing"

"You know what, I love you with all my heart and I don't know what will I do without you. Can we at least try?"

Kevin is at the door looking at me and I know that look which means hurry up.

"I'm sorry Ian you'll be fine you have my number text me whenever you feel like it" and with that I'm on my way to the land of "fun". Which made me mad because I didn't want to go.