Lovers With Desire

My new life

Im walking with Luke. I don't know where we are but its beautiful.

   "Where are we?"

"In my own little world" he said as he smirks

I never seen him happy and young and now that I notice peaceful.

   "You might be wondering why your here? I've notice you've been upset lately may I ask why?"

At first I didn't know what he was talking about, well because I wasn't listening I was looking around. I've never seen such a beautiful place like this I wish I could stay here forever. They were silver roses everywhere it was just beautiful. When I realize Luke was looking at me waiting for an answer.

    "Oh, well you know im leaving and starting a new life and im leaving my bestfriends behind and it really fuckin hurt, your dead and its all my fault, how could I not be upset"

   "Honey this is none of your fault everything happens for a reason. It might surprise you what's there to come for you i know you'll be happy just trust me on this"

      "What are you talking about?"
But it was too late he was already fading away. The last this he said was "Be you".

I woke up when our car stop. I keep replaying what just happen, It was all a dream I tell myself or was it?

       I've got to say our new house was beautiful. I love how Kevin decided to get a beach house. Its beautiful I wish mom was here to see this, she would have been happy. I really miss her smile and especially her cooking.  Maybe im not cut out to do this. To be honest im scare but like Luke said everything happens for a reason. We when inside and it was just beautiful and the view was terrific I just stood there and thought about what's there to come. What happen if this doesn't work out?
  
   "Honey?"

   "Um yes dad"

   "Are you okay"

   "Yeah why"

   "You've been standing there for the past two minutes"

   "Im okay im just...... You know maybe im not cut out for this"

   "What do you mean?"

    "I mean this, new house, new school, shit even new friends "

   " im sorry honey but you'll just have to get used to it"

   "But why? Why did we move here anyways?"

   "Well long story short, im out"

   "What do you mean your out?"

   "Im out of business which means im done with all that bad stuff"

   "But why?"

   "Because I want you to have a normal life and a bright future I don't want my little girl to end up hurt or ever worse killed and im sorry I wasn't there half your life but now I want to spend time with you, take care of you like your mother did"

   I was shocked because as far as I know dad loved his job it made him happy but I didn't know he loves me this much

   So I said "I love you dad" with tears in my eyes I never said the L word after mom died.

   "I love you too now go get some rest, tomorrow is your first day at your new school"

   "Ugh I hate school as much as I hate you"

  "I love you too honey"
          I smile, I like it when he tells me he loves me I hope he mean it and with that I left to go to bed and gosh did it feel like home.