Dear Journal ,
June 21st , 2016
I'm Not Good At Expressing My Feelings , Emotions & What Not To People , & I Know Bottling Everything Up inside Causes Long Term Anger , So Why Not Have A Diary , Journal , Feeling Expresser Whatever You Wanna Call it . Maybe 100 Years From Now When Normal Earth is No Longer So Normal Someone Will Find This & Have A Glimpse Of What Basic Everyday Life Was Like Or Something idk Man idk . But Let Me Give You A Clear Vivid Description Of Me . I'm About 5'5 With Round C Cup Titties , & A Pretty Nice Bubble Butt I Guess . I'm Lightskin Like Lipton Tea When You Add To Much Milk . My Lips Are Personally My Favorite , it's Pink & Plumped. My Eyes Are A Light Brown That Has A Almond Color in The Sun . My Mom Is Trinidadian & My Dad is Trinidadian/Dominican. I Have Below The Shoulder Length Hair That Gets Super Curly & Unmanageable When Wet . I'm 17 & About To Be A Senior 🤘🏽. I Live With My 38 Year Old Mom Here In Brooklyn Ny . My Dad Left Us When I Was 13 To Be With His New Girlfriend in California. Since He Left I Never Bothered To Call Or Make Any Type Of Communication. We Use To Be Super Close Always Going Somewhere Together Like Boxing Matches , & Making Our Way To Every Eating Place in Manhattan . But Once He Cheated & Lied To My Mom , idk When Him Or Even How Him & His New Girlfriend Met , How Old is She How She Looks , Does She Work is She A Gold Digger , I've Completely Lost All My Respect For Him . How Could You Leave Your Childhood Crush & Years Of Building A Connection Of Love , Loyalty & Trust For Someone You Just Met ? How Could You Be So Selfish To Not Know What Your 13 Year Old Daughter Would Think Of You Up & Leaving With No Explanation. But Let Me Not Get into That Anymore , Whoever His New Girlfriend Is Can Really Eat My Ass .
