Cravings; c.d

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Last day //

So here it was my last day  knew it was coming but I didn't think it'd been this hard. I'd have to leave Jack and Logan sadly. Jack must have left in the middle of the night because I woke up alone I got up around 9 to find Logan still asleep so I hopped in the shower for about 15 minutes. After my shower my put on my Nike gym shorts, a Nike tank top, and my black and white Nike tennis shoes. I decided to leave my hair natural today which is wavy because all I would be doing today is going home. I didn't even feel like wearing makeup today so I didn't. I exited the bathroom to find Logan finally up "hey" she said sitting up. "Hey" I replied. "So today's the day" she said awkwardly. I just nodded and continued to pack my belongings. "I'll be back in time to say goodbye but I have to go see Jack" I told her grabbing my phone.

I texted Jack to meet me on the beach for our goodbye. As I felt my feet hit the sand I saw Jack. "Hey" he said running up and putting his arm around my shoulder. "Hey" I awkwardly said. "I don't want you to go" he said. "Jack listen this was fun and all but we're not together or anything" I told him being completely honest. "Trinity um about that" he started to say. "I like you. I really do. But I understand you don't live here and you have a guy back home" he stated. "The guy back home is just my bestfriend" I reminded him. "Bestfriends don't get mad when you hang out with another guy" he said laughing. "He's just overprotective" I informed him. "That guy likes you. I can tell and I know you have feelings for him too" he spoke. "What no. I don't have feelings for Cam" I said. "You may not know it yet but you do" he added. "I'm really gonna miss you" I said trying to change the conversation. "I'm always one call away. You can always come down here and visit me whenever. You might even have to show me around North Carolina soon" he said smiling. "I'd love too and whenever you need anything give me a call" I reassured him.

Jack and I talked for about 3 hours but sadly it was time to head back to Logan's. "So I guess this is goodbye?" He asked. "No I'll be back soon silly. Sooner than you think" I told him winking. "Oh is that so?" He questioned. I just nodded as he wrapped his arms around my waist bringing me into a hug. As we continued to hug with my head laid on his chest  I heard him say "you know if you and that guy back home don't workout. Well babygirl just let me know and I'll be to North Carolina in a heartbeat." I laughed and looked in his eyes and said "oh you'll be the first person on my mind." In that moment he looked into my eyes and smashed his lips onto mine. I was really gonna miss this. This feeling of being free, having fun, and relaxing. As we pulled away I took out my phone obviously going to snapchat. I got a strangers attention and asked if they could take a picture of me and Jack. They agreed and we stood right in front of the ocean. I decided I'd do the pose where I'd put my arm on jacks chest as we smiled. "Ready?" The stranger asked. "No wait" jack said as a gave him a confused look. "Fuck that pose" he said as he brought his hands to my face and kissed me while the picture was being taken. As we pulled away for the second time I grabbed my phone and thanked the person. I looked down and admired the picture posting it on my story was the caption saying "holy shit I'm gonna miss you". "I wanna see the picture" Jack said with a puppy dog face. As I showed him he looked up at me and said "we're fucking goals" I agreed as he walked me to the car. I got into the car and shut the door I felt sad. I sat there for a good 5 minutes until I looked up and saw Jack still standing there. He came running to my car banging on the window. So I rolled it down and he said "wait one more thing" I gave him a confused look but I didn't have time to say anything because I felt his lips against mine and it felt like home. We pulled away for the 3rd time today and he said "text me everyday!" "Okay daddy Gilinsky" I said as I rolled my window up and backed out.

Finally I reached Logan's house and walked upstairs. This goodbye isn't gonna be so bad because Logan comes down to NC a lot so I wasn't that worried. "I'm back" I said as I walked into her room. "Hey, how'd it go with Jack?" She asked. "It was hard you know. We kissed three times and we even got a picture. He told me that he likes me but could tell there was something between me and Cameron so he said that if things don't workout between me and Cam that I could text him and he'd come down to NC for me" I told her. "I think there might be something with you and Cam but I'm not sure. But totally if things don't work out get with Jack. He's so good to you" she said as I grabbed my suitcase. "I called an uber for you it should be here in like 5 minutes" she told me. The uber finally arrived and Logan walked me out to the car. "Well I guess I have to go now" I said putting my suitcase into the trunk. "Well.." She said. "Well?" I said with a confused look. "I'm coming with you" she announced. "Really?" I said getting excited. "Yes I put my clothes in the suitcase with yours" she told me as I walked over to the car door and got in. The uber backed out of the driveway with Logan and I both inside. All I could think about is how mad Cameron is gonna be as we head into North Carolina.

Omg she had to leave Jack:((
I lowkey ship them. But cam.. Xoxo- trin💜