flower boy ✿ boo seungkwan

- anything

music : baek yerin - zero ±

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"Here we are." Seungcheol says, you see a group of people, standing beside a coffin, half are crying, half are dying in the inside, (like me, sorry) half are just staring.

You stood there, holding a bouquet of roses, while sobbing next to Yeri.

All of you started walking forward, you couldn't bear it, and you were sobbing really hard again.

"You must be Seuni." A voice say behind you, you turned around, and see an old lady.

"I'm Madam Jwa, Seungkwan's mother." She says as she gave in for a hug "It's very nice to meet you." You say and hugged her back.

"Seungkwan talks alot about you when he calls me, at Jeju." She smiled.

"R-really?" You say, "Yes, he would always say how he loves you, how beautiful you truly are, which i definitely agree." She smiled.

± After you two talked, and everybody praying, and all those funeral stuff (sorry i really don't know all these), respecting the dead, and his friends, which they were called seventeen, sobbed and were praying, and saying deep things they were holding back, it was your turn to talk to him.

You walked forward, and see, the beautiful, boo seungkwan, laying peacefully, wearing a white suit which made him look angelic, his eyes closed, his lips still beautiful, it made you want to just break the glass and kiss him, his fuzzy hair, gone, but you didn't mind at all.

You placed the bouquet of roses on top of him, and sobbed.

"Why did you leave me? Why? I waited every single hour, every single day just to spend time with you, spend every minute with you, i know you've been waiting for me to say yes, Yes. there, we're officially dating now, right? Or am i too late?" You paused to wipe away tears, but still, it didn't help.

"You're so stupid, stupid!" You hit the glass, but it didn't break, you sighed in relief, "Why? Did you know how i missed you so damn much, my heart started breaking. After meeting your friends, and knowing you, passed away, i can't help but sob-and everytime i re-read your letter, every word made me cry, made me crazy for missing you each minute,"

You paused again to look at him.

"I love you, you know that, i'm one thousand percent sure it'll be hard for me to forget you, you are always, my sunshine, the wonwoo, to my mingyu, my sunrise, my love, my cloud, my bumblebee, my angel, my love, and my boo seungkwan, i'll miss you so much, i'll still do, you're probably going to be my first, and last love, i don't know if i'll be able to forget you, but i-i will try." You sobbed.

"This will be the last time i'll be able to see your beautiful, angelic, and breath-taking face, i love you so much." You said, and left.

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