I tried to hold your hand
But you'd rather drift apart
And maybe this was unplanned
But I'm giving you a head start
With every cut you made
You broke my heart
I'll leave you practicing your first aid
And look for a fresh start
While the blood drips down your wrist
I'll hope you do recall
The times I did insist
Time would heal all
So I'm leaving for now
And trying not to look back
There's too much pain I simply can't allow
I'm sorry, you made my world black
But I just heard the news
They found you strung up with a note
That you tied to your shoes
And I can't believe what you wrote
You said how you were sorry
For the walls that pushed me away
But I was even more sorry
They were put up to see if I would fight to stay
And you apologized for the cuts
The way you made me cry
You were just testing my guts
And I know I'm the reason you had to die
I'm sorry I didn't stay
I didn't get what you wanted me to see
The message you were trying to relay
Was that you really loved me
But it's too late now
To apologize to you
And I realize now
That I loved you too
