We were meant to be, suppose to be... but we lost it. With you I thought our love would be forever. With you I thought we were gonna be that one couple that stayed together and ended up getting married but things happen. People change. And changing isn't always the best thing. especially when you loose the one you never thought of loosing. I always thought you were the one. To hell with it. You said I was your soulmate. But then again we have more than one soulmate it's just how hard you try with that one. I thought you would never stop fighting for our love. but when it got tough you ran away and hid. You told me all these things about how we were forever and you promised. but I guess you are just full of lies. even after all this there will always be a small part of me that will care. How is that fair to me? Sure we can be friends but then again if past lover can remain friends they are still in love or never were.
But in 6 days our love was tossed in a trash can and caught on fire. not the good fire too. the fire where it gets so hot you can't stand the heat anymore and you just want to leave and never look back but you don't know if
You can even though the flames are burning you. killing your happiness. killing you on the inside and outside. making you a stranger to yourself! But when does the sadness get to you? when do you finally say enough? Maybe in a couple of days you will start treating me the way you used to. maybe you will look at me the same. So you keep waiting and waiting because you just don't want to say goodbye to that person who knows everything about you and the one who still
Treats you the same even with your shitty past. but the thought of you saying goodbye makes you happy till you think about his feelings what if we can't be friends. I guess ill just stick it out till he breaks it off. and maybe he won't maybe he will keep fighting for me....
Could I ever be so wrong.
