Is This Me?

Things Change

I never thought it would be like this. I used to be a straight A student did anything I could to impress my parents for their acceptance.But that was before it all happened, they got divorced and my mom sister and I were planning on moving, this caused a big fight. Everything went down hill from there long nights, loud fights, tears shed by everyone. Eventually things settled but to much had happened for me to be "okay". We moved a lot and everywhere we went I got bullied non stop,no remorse.By the time I was 10 I had considered suicide and giving up on everyone and everything, I never thought I would end up like that I used to be so happy so cheerful. There were some good times like the week my dad would come see my sister and I out of the year or birthdays. I tried to blind myself from all the bad things going on and that worked for a few years till 7th grade came. I started self harming...a lot and had many suicide attempts I was lost no where to be found got cheated on got bullied fiercely but within that time I became close with one of the best people I know who's been there ever since then.My life is full of ups and downs but I move forward not knowing where the path will take me. But i know one thing for sure my past has contributed tremendously to who I am today.