Soooooooooooooooooooooooo i had a lovely (not) dream that is now keeping me awake......
I just realized that a month from now the......the Berlin wall was built..........it's been so many years...i remember when it came down. I got to see big bruder again...nearly 30 years me and Ludwig lived without him. It was so dreary. No one smiled and I couldn't bear to leave my room. The only times I did was o eat or try to sneak to the east side (which was a very bad idea). I actually felt like...like i was a different person. I wasn't me. But through those the years i tried to stay happy (that plan failed me) I tried to keep Ludwig happy. America...well he was in his own bubble of determination.
I remember having Gilbird visit a lot. I have no idea why though. Ludwig was always either in his office or with America, so i was often alone.
Oh man, just writing this is getting me teary eyed. I think i'll go and get some strawberries. My comfort food.
Ich liebe dich
