flower crown » wroetostar

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space.

that's all there was.

it was dark and void, no colour in sight.

the moon wasn't shining.

the stars burned out.

it was empty.

i was empty.

and it hurts.

i missed my star.

he lit up my night.

he made me feel happy.

he was mine, even if it was unspoken.

i loved him.

i still do.

that leads me to now.

sitting on my window ledge,
the cold weight in my hand
deciding if i live or die.

tears blurring my vision, i look
down at the slim metal pistol.

i load the bullet into the chamber.

click.

slowly, i bring the gun to my temple,
the icy barrel making me shiver.

i clutch vik's old flower crown in my hand,
one final year falling from my eye.

"we can shine together now.

moon and star."

i cry finally, before i pull the trigger.