I have alot of guyfriends and i heard most of them had a crush on me. Anyways there is this guy that i have been friends for 4 years, and we are still close. We always use to talk to each other, hang out sometimes to go see a movie, his bestfriend had a crush on me but i didnt like him in that way. In the beginning of our friendship he kept talking to me so much almost everytime i came online. He would talk to me about his crushes on girls. he dated this girl when we were in highschool for 2 years. Meanwhile he was still talking to me alot. One day and only once he complimented my picture on facebook he said " nice pic ;)". He even tried to make me jealous alot of times, once with my girl bestfriend. He was holding her and hugging her saying my baby but he was looking at me, at my eyes directly lol. I said to him im not your baby why are you looking at me. He would want to know about my crush,etc if he spoke to me. He use to ask me to hang out sometimes like to go paintballing, play pool, bowling. i miss all that :(. so he would talk to me every 2nd or 3rd day. 6 months ago I told him finally that i like him more than a friend, we went to see a movie that day. He never said anything to me. I wish he said he likes me back but he didnt :( i guess he doesnt...even though ive seen too many signs. constant communication, he never ignores me when i talk to him, he rights back to me within seconds, wanted to know about my crushes. That day when I told him he was talking to his sister and looking at me, which is so weird. he should be looking at her while talking to her lol. He always kept looking at my eyes all the time, and i saw real love in his eyes. I really think his just stubborn, or shy i have no idea. Maybe its hard for him to confess he likes me but it shouldnt be that hard because i told him. Or maybe he reallyy values our friendship and doesnt want to ruin it. In the movies that day he told me lets skip the movie and go to your house to have sex in your room lol. He said he is open if i wanted to have sex with him. I went on vacation one day and he told me to have fun and think of him when in the pool. Anyways he compliments on other girls pictures on facebook and never on mine, also myy other guyfriends that were crazy over me never commented on my pics either maybe they are extrememly shy. sometimes i hate shy guys lol. He kinda did put distance with me when i told him i like him. I still never saw him until then i cant believe it :( it has been 6 months.
Sometimes I would invite him to hang out with me like to go see a movie, or to go see fireworks,etc and all he keeps saying to me is he will let me know, but he doesnt :(. He never makes time for me. I swear one day if he ever wants to hang out with me im going to ignore him and say i cant in busy. Now if he were a real true friend he would hang out with me, but then again i guess its better if i dont see him so i can try get over him. I rreally thought he loves me, and he might secretlyy i have no idea, hes so confusing. So im not going to invite him to hang out anymore he can if he wants to but i guess he doesnt. I still dont get why he talks to me sometimes, and he never ignores me. I have a blackberry and so does he. When I got it i put my pin number on my facebook status and he right away added me on BBM within seconds. He was the first person to add me on. then i added more ppl. 2 weeks ago he spoke to me 4x on his own. Once he text me "heyy how are you". i ignored it and wrote the next day lol so he dont think im so easy. then of course he replies right away. then he kept asking me how i like my blackberry and we just had a convo. He was acting flirty in his texts. He puts smiley faces :) and tongue faces :p. he updates his blackberry statuses alot more than his msn and facebook. last week he wrote " i don't think you really know" lol i wonder who that is for?. what if it is for me. what if hes tryna say I dont think you really know how much i love you. it can always be for someone else but his ex's moved on and have boyfriends. He never confessed his feelings for me, so it can be for me. then on facebook i wrote sad stuff on my statuses, and few days ago he wrote on his blackberry status" I just want to see your smile it would be perfect :) ".
I am sure if a guy really likes you he will tell you and try to see you all the time. I havent seen him in 6 months how can he like me then? it doesnt make sense. But thenn again he never ignores me and always responds to me within seconds and flirts with tongue faces and smiles. I think hes trying to play hard to get and wants my attention so im planning to do the opposite and not give him attention. I know alot of guys who ignore alot. I have been ignored by others it hurts but atleast he doesnt.
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