Over Again

~Chapter 7~

{Edited}
~Word Count~
1281 words

Zoey's Pov//

All morning I just sat in my room watching Girl Code on MTV. It was actually one of my favorite shows at the moment. I check the time on my phone it was already five thirty. I literally haven't heard from anyone all morning except from Kylie, but that was about it. I decided to get up from my lazy slumber and go downstairs. I checked the second floor and walked into the kitchen there was a note on the fridge.

Zoey,

Can you bring some graham crackers outside! Thank you!
Louis;)

I sighed and opened up the cabinet above me where the graham crackers were. I walked all the way though the living room, to the porch. This is where the beach is located in the backyard area. I walked down the flight of stairs and saw Louis running towards me from a distance.

"Thank you love." Louis said, grabbing the crackers from my hands and grabbing my other hand and running back to our friends.

"Slow down Louis! I don't run." I say, trying to catch my breathe.

"No wonder you look out of shape." Niall sneer.

I faked laugh, "You got jokes, don't you Nialler."

"Ew don't ever call me that." He cringe.

"Zoey come sit next to me!" Allie said, motioning me over to sit next to her. We were all sitting on mesh folding chairs around the fire that I'm assuming the boys made, what a surprise.

"Do you mind if I sit next to you?" I looked up to see Harry sitting next to me.

"What happened to don't speak, touch, or look at me?" I snarled.

"Zoey just stop it already." Liam said.

"Zoey you're being a bit rude." Allie spoke.

"Me? me being rude you want to know what's rude? the fact that I've been trying to forget my past, I'm not that same girl that I was three years ago! I don't want to be in love with someone who treated me like shit, like I didn't mean anything to them. Sorry is just a word, sorry doesn't take back the nights that's I cried for you, sorry doesn't take back those haunting memories that you put me through Harry. I worried about you ever night when you were drunk out of your mind coming to my house at three in the morning knowing that school was approaching in a few hours. You were a whole other person when you were drunk and every time you were sober I forgave you, knowing the thought that you had slept with someone else. Someone that wasn't me, and to think that you would have stopped me, that you would have kept me from walking out that night, but you didn't.. you didn't chase after me so it's done, I'm done."

Even though I was yelling at Allie I was yelling mostly at him too. I walked past Allie and ran back to the beach house, and back to my bed where I should have stayed in the first place.

Harry's Pov//

After Zoey left everyone just kinda of sat there, grasping everything that just happened a few minutes ago.

I- I didn't think Zoey had all that bottled up inside of her. I didn't think I hurt her that bad. Looking back at my past if there's something that I can agree on with Zoey is that I'm not the same person that I was three years ago either. Sixteen year old Harry was a teenage boy, who only wanted to party twenty-four seven, and get high with the guys, who just wanted to smoke and live a little, everyone always thought Zoey and I were the "Perfect Couple." I didn't know that my actions were affecting her like that. This Harry now wouldn't have treated her like shit, he would love her endlessly. Show her off, I would have made her feel special, made her feel appreciated. Honestly I would never go back to that sixteen year old boy, especially if it meant hurting the girl that I'm in love with.

"Maybe we should call it a night." Louis said, while getting up and putting out the fire.

"Yeah, that's a great idea." Zayn trailed off.

We all went back up into the beach house. I decided to stay in my room while everyone else was downstairs.

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Zoey's Pov//

My mind won't shut the hell up. It two am in the morning and honestly I haven't slept at all since earlier. Everything is just fogging up my mind, it's like I can't think straight without Harry popping up. I decided to get up and go outside maybe that would get my mind off of things. I grabbed my blanket wrapping it around my shoulder and put on my converse. I quietly snuck out my room trying not to wake Kylie up, and then tip toed down to the second floor.

Once I was outside, I headed straight towards the beach, over by the shore where there was big ass rocks. When I got there I sat down on them looking straight ahead, as the waves crashed which calmed me down.

"What are you doing out here?"

I snapped my head to my right looking at the one person, I least excepted it to be.

"I swear it's like I try to forget you, but I can't. You are always here, god why can't you just get out of my head."

"Well jeez nice to see you too." Harry sarcastically said.

"I'm not in the mood."

"Okay can you just stop?" Harry burst. "Can you just stop with all the blaming. I know I hurt you okay, but I've changed too Zoey."

I rolled my eyes, "Yeah right, I bet you have girls all over you now that your famous."

"You know I wish you'd stop being so stubborn towards me, I'm not the same dumb sixteen year old boy that I was back then, do you want to know why I did One Direction, I told you this back when we were ten Zoey in our little tree house, I always wanted to know what it would be like to sing in front of millions of people, I have always had a passion for singing, little did I know my life would be like it is today. That day was also the first day that I gave you your first kiss, and you were mine, but we swore no matter even if we did or didn't date that we would always love each other and stand by each other. I know I was a fuck up back then, but can't you see why I changed myself I did it for me because I didn't want to be that guy anymore, and I also did it because I lost you not only as my girlfriend but as my best friend. I know that you always wonder why did I let you go, it was because I needed to change before running back after you."

At that moment I could feel tears  brimming from my eyes, Harry grabbed my hands and intertwine them with his.

"Zoey you don't ever have to forgive me, but know that no matter what I'm gonna keep trying I'm not gonna give up on you. If trust is what you need then I'll earn it back for you, and only you. I love-" I couldn't take it anymore, I'm jumped up and hugged him so tightly.

"This doesn't mean I fully trust you." I spoke.

"And that's okay." Harry said.

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It is like 2am in morning, so I'm hella tired Goodnight!(:

~Zar~