Atlas and a world of pain,sadness,and death.

A little bit of pain

Diary entry 1-
What a shame,the boy who once believed in fairy tales and story's had to hit with the reality of demons and his mind like a train on a track. I write slowly in my journal;I want to sleep but the fear of the demons and nightmares haunts me,I can't take this,all the pain. I reach for the "box o' blades" I hide under my bed and pick up the sharpest one I have,I write down all of my flaws and imperfections in the journal,and with each one the blade touches my skin. Ugly,lonely,pained,helpless,careless,over weight. With every passing minute the darkness consumes me,I hate this,the way I feel,what I have to do to escape the realty I live in. I write,"Until tomorrow,I try to sleep with the probability of nightmares,good night." I close the book put it on the top shelf of my closest,get under the covers of my bed and slowly drift into the realm of nightmares and dreams that is mine.

Diary entry 2-
I wake up to a loud commotion of yelling shouting and crying. My step-dad yelling at my mom her crying and yelling back,I hear something being thrown across the room and breaking I jump out of bed and slam my door open and run down the stairs 3 at a time. I look in horror at my step-dad raising his arm in backhand position I run as fast I can and jump in front of my mom and his hand comes down;I cringe as I feel the sting of flesh colliding. I look at him with tears forming in my eyes. My fist starts to close shut and my mom touches my hand with intense softness and I relax,I pick up my mom and take her to my room,I put on a face of determination and hope. I close and lock my door to my room,I shed a tear but wipe it away as fast as I can. I turned around to find my mom crying and thanking me,I slump down and hug her slowly,I tend  my wound with a first aid kit and cover the bruise with some makeup,I tell my mom to sleep on my bed,she moves slowly and undoubtedly sleeps with caution. I sit in my chair,just watching and waiting for the sun to rise.

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