Hurt ||narry||

Who ever said;

"sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me"

Must have never gotten bullied.

Or maybe they just said that to make them feel better about them self.

Ether way their dead wrong.

It hurts you more than you think.

A lot of things hurt me; sticks, stones, rocks, words....

When I was little I always believed that I was going to be one of those cool kids in high school.

The ones who beat up the nerds, who get all the girls, who's on the football team.

I used to dream about being the football captain having all the girls.

But now I'd rather die than be like one of those cool kids.

Cause I'm the nerd I'm the one getting beat up. Being called names.

Sometimes I wonder why I'm still here!

To my parents I'm useless.

To my school I'm a punching bag!

If I died nobody would remember me.

I would just disappear and those cool kids would simply find a new nerd to punch.

I just want some one to be here for me.

I want some one to cuddle.

When people ask me if I'm okay I answer with 'I'm fine' but really I just want them to say 'no you're not' then pull me into a hug.

If only I had someone.

My own brother is my bully at school and home.

My life sucks.

Every body sucks!

I'm Hurt and I need some body to heal me.

I can't do this anymore.

I can't live like this anymore.

I don't want this.

I don't deserve this!

Nobody does.

Nobody deserves to be hurt like this!

Nobody should feel how I feel.

Being a Horan is supposed to be an honour!

My dad used to be the football Coach!

Everybody wants be to be a cool kid.

I never will be a cool kid.

I sure hope not.