I woke up and I didn't know what happened. As I was sitting in the hospital bed Emily was grabbing my hand and I felt her tears. I clenched her hand and she looked up and I said Emily,emily,emily in the most scared voice I have ever talked in. I wanted to say more but I was So hungry. Then Emily called Someone and I was questioning her. I was in deep thought of what happened. I didn't know what to say so I asked who it was and she replied,
It was nobody, don't worry about it.
After she said that I felt like something was wrong. I didn't know why j was in the hospital I don't understand where my dad was at this point and I don't know who this lady is.
She had long brown curly hair and blue eyes and then she was wearing a uniform, she was about 5"4 or 5"5. I was just wanting answers!
I was think in my head,
Where is my dad! What is his name? Where is he? I want to know!!!!
But I didn't ask. I was really wondering who the lady was.
Was she my mom? Was she my sister? Maybe she wasn't even anything to me. I don't know but I really want too!
I just wish I was at home in my bed not hurting and nothing happened to me!
After I asked Emily who was on the phone she went out of the hospital room. She had asked my mom something and when my mom came in k asked her about my dad.
She didn't know what to say. She was speechless.
I asked again and she said that he was at work. I wondered where he worked and why he wasn't home at 12:13 at night. Finally I fell asleep and I had eaten. When I woke up Caleb,Cameron, and Emily were all in my hospital room. Emily had a new pair of clothes and my make-up and then my tooth brush. I told her thank you! Then I asked her about my dad again. She was speechless too! I didn't know who the lady was hat told me before but she must have been wrong. I then asked Emily again and she said that he had died for being in the Iraq in a war.
I was just speechless and I couldn't remember much of him but all I knew is that I didn't remember him since I was 9 and I am 18 now.
I was just laying in the hospital bed scared and didn't know what to do. For some strange reason I felt like I was a daddy's girl. I have always wanted to be with him and now j am just remembering him. My mom came in and she had her head held down. I asked what was wrong and she didn't say anything. I didn't know what to say.
I thought to myself,
Oh no it's gonna be bad!!
What did I do?!
