his finger rubs slowly and gently against my opening. after a little i feel him slip inside of me. nate moves his fingers faster every stroke. i let out heavy breaths and soft moans.
*
"hey." i walk into the house, looking at jack, with guilt. i place some of the groceries that i quickly picked up on my way home to let jack think i was actually at the food store.
"mmm," he moans, "what'd you get?" he asks, rummaging through the bags.
"your favorites, fudge stripes and some other stuff, i don't know, look." i say, walking up behind him, wrapping my arms tightly around his waist and leaving small kisses on his back.
he turns around and kisses the top of my head, then lifts my chin up with his thumb, so i'm looking up at him, "i love you beautiful."
"i love you too." i sigh, loosening my grip on him.
"whats wrong?" jack looks over at me as i begin putting the food away.
"nothing." i shake my head.
"are you sure?"
"i'm fine jack!" i raise my voice.
"okay, gosh."
"sorry, i'm just tired." i explain.
he nods his head and makes his way upstairs. i watch him and shake my head, then finishes putting the groceries away.
once i'm done, i walk upstairs to get changed to go for a walk. i throw on sweatpants, t-shirt and a pair of sneakers. as i'm leaving the bedroom, jack calls my name from the bed.
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"sof." he says, sorta quiet.
"hmm?" i turn around to look at him.
"come lay with me." he makes some room next to him and pats the spot.
"no," i whine, "come for a walk with me."
he huffs then gets up and puts sneakers on. we then walk downstairs and outside. we start to walk and its quiet, so i spark up a conversation.
"how was your day, babe?" i ask.
"it was alright. busy and tiring though. how was yours?"
i didn't know how to reply to that question. i made money off of cheating on my husband to keep my secret. i think for a second, before answering.
"tiring, too."
"what did you do that made you so tired?" jack looks at me and furrows his eyebrows.
"shopped." i quickly replied.
"like always." he rolls his eyes, but grabs hold of my hand. we interlock our fingers and continue to walk.
after a while we decide to turn around and walk home. once we arrive home i start to make dinner. i place a pot of water on the stove and wait for it to boil. once it boils i put some spaghetti in and mix it around for a few. once its finished, i top it with some sauce and serve myself and jack. we both sit down at the table and begin to eat.
"thanks lil mama." jack looks at me and flashes a smile.
"you're welcome." i look down and twirl my spaghetti around the fork.
*
i sit down on the couch after jack has gone to sleep and call nathalie.
"whats up, sof?" she answers.
"do you have a minute to talk?" i sigh.
"yeah, about?" i hear her rambling around.
"me, jack and nate."
"what even happen at nates house yesterday?" nathalie questioned.
"i don't know, but nat, no one except nate knows-" i stop, "can i just come over?"
"i guess."
"i'll be there in a second." i quickly end the call and rush out the door and head over to nathalies.
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once i arrive i knock. she opens the door almost immediately and i slowly walk inside and sit down on the couch and she joins me.
"so, what does only nate know?" she looks dead at me.
i feel my eyes start to water and i try to wipe them away as fast as possible so she won't notice, but she did.
"sof..." nathalie pulls me into a hug and rubs my back gently.
i lift my head up and begin crying harder, a take a few deep breathes before explaining, "on my wedding day, i cheated on jack." i rushed out.
i watches nathalies jaw drop, she covered it with her hand and looked away from me. i began breathing even heavier once i saw her reaction.
"why?"
"i wasn't in love in with him." i place my hands over my face and my elbows sit on my legs.
"so why would you marry him?" she raised her voice a little.
"because i thought things would change and they did!" i raised my voice back at her and removed my hands from my face, "but then yesterday nate told me that if i didn't give him what he wanted from me he was gonna tell jack what i did."
"what do you mean?" she looked at me confused.
"nate," i paused, "is paying me to have sex with him, and i have to do it everyday he wants it or he'll tell jack."
"thats ridiculous sofia! you shouldn't let him handle you like that, but then again you fucked up by cheating on jack on your fucking wedding day."
"please, don't get mad at me, you're on of my best friends, i need you by my side." i huff.
*
its the next morning and nate had texted me that he was gonna be out of town for about a week. i was beyond relieved because that meant i didn't have to do anything for a week, but i still had to do it as soon as he got back, so i was going to try and make this week last.
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sorry this is kinda just a filler chapter its probably gonna be the same next chapter but bare with me it'll start getting exciting soon.
