I walked into Donnie's room it had white walls with posters of science on it a big bed in the corner with a desk on the other side lots of textbooks and papers scattered across it. I quietly made my way to the bed and sat down on the very edge of it. I looked to Donnie as he sat on the bed too he looked to me and I looked away.
As we sat there in silence I played with the bandages in my wrists " can I cheek " Donnie asked all of a sudden I snapped my head to him and raised a eye brow at him " umm your bandages can I cheek them " he asked again I looked down and slowly nodded. he came closer to me and took one of my arms. he placed it in his lap and in did the rapping's my arm was black and blue with bruises and with some cuts some fresh others old 'slut' I read as I looked to one of the cuts that my father put on my arm the letters were messy but readable. Donnie ran a finger across cuts and words that were scattered on my arms. I flinched wen he touched a newer one " ill be right back " said Donnie as he got up and went to the door I nodded and looked down at my arm I started to think about the time I tried to take my own life away
""Flash back""
I was it night in the summer air of my old city it was smoggy with all the cars going by not a single star could be seen I sat on a roof in just a tank top my arms still had my scars but in my hands I had a knife my eyes filled with tears as I replayed what happen today ' you will never be like her you low life slut ' my father words bounced around in my head my body started to shake as I cried harder I brought the knife up to my writs shinning in the street lights and the moon I slowly slid the blade across my fragile skin crimson red blood beaded then rolled down onto the roof to off my wrist "1......2.......3.......4 " I counted as I cut the silver blade now stained with red crosses my other arm . let my arms bleed' maybe if I cut my throat It will all be over ' I thought as I watched my bleeding arms "ya I should slice my throat " I said as I stood up with shaky hands I brought the knife to the neck " goodby I know ill find happiness just not hear " I whispered as I pressed the knife deeper into my neck just barely braking the soft skin under it. Tears ran down my face I held my breath and started to cut I dropped the knife and steep back soon I fell my hole body going num then I was out the only thing I Heard way my father screaming at me.""End of flash back ""
"Kry ? Are you alright " my body was getting shook I blinked a few times then looked to Donnie with Leo in front of me on his knees " Krystal ? " Leo snapped his fingers in front of my face " hmmm?" I hummed as I looked to Leo Donnie put a hand on my back " Krystal you been sitting here for 10 minutes not saying or doing anything we were getting worried " said Leo as he put a Hand on my leg I nodded and felt something wet on my cheek I brought my had up to my face wiping the.....tears off my Face " are you ok Krystal ?" Asked Donnie this time I nodded " yes I'm ok " I whipper "w-what time is it " I asked as I looked away pulling my legs up to my chest hugging them " it's 3:12am Krystal why do you ask " Leo said as he stood up my eyes went big " I-I-I have to go-" "NO YOU ARE NOT" Donnie yelled as he stood up I sunk back he turns to me anger in his eyes I covered my face and falling to my side " p-pleas d-don't hurt me I'm sorry I'm sorry " I pleaded as I waited for the attack my body shaking violently tears running down my face "k-Krystal I-I-I I'm not going to hurt you " Donnie said as he sat down next to my curled body Leo looked to me then Donnie " I'm going to get some food for Krystal " said Leo as he got up and left shutting the door I heard a faint sigh then a body a hand grabbing mine and holding me ' d-Donnie is holing me ' I thought as he held me his face on the back of my neck his arm around me tight his hand holding mine I slowly held his hand back and snuggled into Him this was a new thing for me the heat and..........love coming off of him was relaxing for me slowly I let my body come out of its curled up state I soon found my self closing my eyes " sleep Krystal I won't let anything happen to you " Donnie whispered in my ear I nodded and soon fell in a dreamless sleep .
( ok chapter 7 !!! Donnie and Krystal moment it's so kiwa ^_^ so vote and comment and have a good night/day xoxoxoxo)
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Любовные романыKrystal a shy and abused by her father and has no family to love her meets 4 new boys wen she moves to a new school Will she finally tell someone or will she shut every one out and lose hope Will one boy look past her scars and see beauty in them...