So I wake up every morning and get the urge to kill something but I never do. and this goes away. but then I get to school and it happens again and I wonder when this is ever going to stop. and maybe it won't but who knows and I really don't like this feeling. but I just go to school and everything is normal and that's when Lily comes up she acts like she's the queen of the school but really she's not. and I hate how I'm the outcast of the school just because I love black clothes and Jeff the killer Sally ben slender man and eyeless jack and even flicker and then don't forget about them. but just one day when I was my mom my dad my two brothers and my four sisters I get this really weird weird urge and I get invited to Lilly's birthday party and I wonder why you know like I never get invited to anything but hey maybe something we will happen and me and Lily might become friends for once but hey I doubt it so I'm just going to go see what happens and if I get embarrassed somebody will die