The Beginning

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My life has never been anything special, nor could it be. Ever since I was little, my family would move to a new state every 2-3 years. They did this because they had boring lives growing up and they didn't want me to have one, being an only child and all. We only stay in the state for a few months while a relative looks over the house until we come back home to Pennsylvania. Because of that, I never get to enjoy the states my family and I go to for too long. Sure, I make new friends, but what's the point of getting close if you're just going to leave them in a few months and probably never see each other again? That's why I'm the quiet one in school. Plus, I'm always going to different schools because of this, I can never stay in one. This really sucks considering I don't really get to make many friends, or ones that last anyways. I always get to go back to my original school in my hometown for 2-3 years so I have a few close friends there, but I always end up missing them a lot considering I have to go away from them for so many months. That and we grow distant because of it, so I try not to get too attached to the people I'm close to.
So that's the background on my life. Other than the moving a lot, my life is actually pretty boring. Sure, we explore the state and see as much of it as we can (which is actually really nice,) but other than that I don't do much. I just wish I could stay in one place and make some really close friends. I want a best friend more than anything sometimes, I just get really lonely. I've never had a relationship with anyone because of the moving thing either. Yeah guys have asked me out and all, but I told them about how they wouldn't be able to see me for long periods of time and that I gladly would be with them if it wasn't for that. Which it's true, I really liked some of the guys that asked me out. It just sucks that none of them ever got to show me what love is like. Yeah, that's another one of the downsides of moving a lot, I'm 15 and still don't know what love is like. I know I'm young and it shouldn't matter much now, but young love is young love and I want to be able to experience it. That and I always hear people in these schools talking about their relationships, some of them really sound nice. Just hopefully someday I'll finally get to be able to live my life being able to have close friends and, maybe even a boyfriend in my life, who knows! That seems like that's how the average teenager's life is, and maybe one of these times I'll actually get to experience it.

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