Waking up in the hospital has become a big part of my life. Thinking back, i dont remember a time before i had to spend a lot of time in hospitals. I can't even stand them. i wonder what excuse i can muster up in my head this time; they always believe me anyway.
The door quickly opened and in walked a young doctor. ' could you tell me what happened to you then sweetheart?'
* Earlier that day*
He turned around to face me. His facial expression told me he was not in a good mood at all.' Look J, i d'didn't have time t'to do y'you're homework last night. I was very busy. i'm so very sorry.'
'You bitch! I have that class now. i'll get detention because of you,' he spat at me. Then it hit me. The hammer. I dropped to the floor in agony, wondering how my pathetic existence came to living like this. He continued to hit me, kick me and cut my with a knife. Just as i thought he was going to be finished, he hit me round the head with the hammer. Everything went black.
*At the Hospital*
'I, i don't remember? i think i fell down the stairs?'
' These wounds are not a result of falling down some stairs darling. They are from somebody hurting you. Social workers and the police are here to speak with you when you are ready to speak to them but i suggest you rest for a while before you see them. Also, i would like you to see a psychiatrist here in this hospital for an evaluation. I've seen all of your scars and would prefer if you would talk to somebody about them. I shall leave you to rest now. dinner should be served shortly.'
Gret, now everyone thinks that i am going crazy. Is it really that obvious? 'Yeah it is haha' Shut up. I don't feel like listening to you right now. Please leave me to sleep. I knew asking them this would just give them a reason to torture me even more but at this precise moment i did not care. They could shout at me as much as they wanted me to because i do not give a shit right now. They can't tell me to do anything as i doubt they will let me near anything sharp in a hospital. 'You should just cut yourslef so you bleed to death; stupid whore.' Ugh, do they never shut up?
I soon succumbed to a restless yet well needed sleep and rest.
