I'm...Blue

Part 2

Chase's POV
I walked home feeling disappointed with myself. But it's not like a little disappointment, I've never felt this terrible in my life. I have such mixed emotions right now.  I hope my family doesn't find out. They will just 'tease' me all day. And, I don't need that at this moment. I need caring people. Not people who absolutely love me, but never show it. But, I'm just going to hope for the best. I walk up to our house and hesitate to open the door. Should I? Should I not? What do I do? But before I forget, I should really wipe the blood before I walk in. I take out a few wipes and it burned when I put it on.
After I made sure all the blood was gone, I walked in like nothing happened. But i guess they actually bought it. Or, didn't pay attention to me. Either way I get what I want.
But sadly they finally notice me.

"Yo! Chase! Where were you! You are 40 minutes late!" Adam spoke up, even not looking forward to my face.

"None of your business." I huffed and walked away. But Bree stopped me.

"Um, actually it is. According to, um well, our life. You are the baby of this family. So before you be a know-it-all, remember to respect us. Plus, the average percentage of parents in America only want two kids. So you were a mistake."

I was shocked. I was a mistake? Mr. Davenport doesn't want me? Ugh! Why am I taking this so seriously! I don't know why? Yes I do. No I don't. I do?

I am very concerned about this. Why am I even listening to Bree? I usually don't. While I am deep in my thoughts Adam speaks up.

"Go away. No one likes you.."

I felt my heart shatter. You know when you get the feeling when your friends don't want you here? It's worse because...I'm...I'm...A MISTAKE!

I run out of the room and up to my room. (Mr. Davenport gave each of us a room with a bed that had the same affect of our capsules)

I plop on my bed and a few tears run down my face. Why am I feeling so emotional!? What's wrong with me?! 
I start to violently cough.
It started to get hard to breathe.

Take deep breaths, deep breaths. I eventually calm down. I run to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror.

"What's wrong with me?"

I start mentally talking to myself. Why am I like this. I feel extremely dizzy and see Bree's nail polish remover. I reach for it.

"No! What am I doing?!"

I just couldn't stop. It was as if someone was controlling me.

I take the nail polish remover, and drink it all. I'm crazy. I realize what I just did.

"What......did I.........do?"

I rapidly start shaking. I feel my throat burn badly.
Why? Why did I do it! Why!
I lost control and start puking.
What the-

Before I can finish my thought, darkness.

Sorry guys about my other fanfictions! I haven't been updating a lot. I've lost interest it most of my stories. Sadly. I will still update. But slow. I'm a very busy person. So.....I don't have time. Hope you loved the story!