New Life. New Dad's. (Bxb)

Mark why (trigger warning)

Mark's pov
I watched as my kid played on the Xbox. She was happy but no one knew how far I have go to get my life in order. Not to lose Jack and find a kid as beautiful as Jade is. She started calling us her dad's right away. But I wasn't happy. It all started with messages from people telling me Jack and Jade don't care. They only stay cause of your money. I really started believing it. Jack has money from his channel but more money from me. We are getting married in a week. He asked me. It's early but I love this man. He loves me. Right?
*Time skip cause I can*
It was midnight my baby was asleep in my arms and Jade asleep in her room. It was time. I had to. I got out of bed and went to our bathroom. I grabed the pills all of them and the razor blade. I stared at my reflection and punched it. I knew I woke up Jack. I started cutting my arms. 4 5 10 12. I think that's good. I put the pills in my mouth and swallow. I started to feel dizzy. I heard banging on the door but then everything went black.