Addicted (roc royal/MB love story)

starstruck

nini pov.

I stood there starstuck for a moment getting throught the fact that I'd met mindless behavior to day but then I realize dese niggas was finna fuck in my bed and think I was gone sleep in there

nini : well every body *I said turning on the heel of my Adidas * me and nadeia are switching rooms so ill be there now if you need me

nadeia : what why

nini: -_-...... because y'all niggas was finna fuck in my bed what I look like sleeping in this bed now ...ew. triflin

ray : y'all was gone fuck while we were here

roc : probably

nadeia : no...but I like my room and if we did I would've changed the sheets

nini : but just knowing that I'm laying in a bed my best friend fucked a boy in just is nasty

nadeia : I wasn't going to fuck him I practically just met him

joss: mmhmm sure you weren't

brook : did y'all no nadeia used to be a sex addict

nadeia : brook shut the fuck up damn tell the whole fuckin world why dont you damn

brook : sorry

nadeia stormed off after brook put out something she didn't want any one to no she was still not over it she almost lost everything after the what happened last year she had a real bad addiction and to me the rehab helped but she still needs it at least once a week or she gets alittle off its weird like if she doesn't have sex she has to take medicine and stuff to keep her in the right mind. no on really knows what happened to her except joss all I know is she's had a hard life she promised for for she died all her secrets would be let out and that's it but to be honest she puts the image out that she has a great life but I guess you can judge a book until you read it. right?

nadeia's pov.

after brooks stupid ass just told every body about how I used to have a sex addition I was embarrassed. I think roc doesn't like me any more he probably thinks I have some type of STD or something. I just went to the pool and pu my headphones in to my phone and listened to heaven or hell by meek mill and jadakiss and sung along to jadakiss part music always helps me think

flashback

Jacob (ex boyfriend) : REALLY NADEIA FOR REAL

nadeia  : I'm sorry *I cried pleeding for forgiveness for cheating on him for the 5th time well at least getting caught for the 5th *

Jacob : No I can't do this shit no more

nadeia : no please don't leave me I cried

Jacob : come here

nadeia pov. I got up enough strength to come towards him and he did the unthinkable. he hugged me

Jacob : I love you nadeia I really do *tears starting to fall *

nadeia : so why are you leaving me

Jacob : you have a problem..*sighs* and I just cant do it any more

nadeia : I can change I just need help I promise

Jacob : the only way you can help you is to help your self

nadeia : please ill change I promise

Jacob : I'm sorry

with that Jacob walked out and about. a week later Jacob tried to committee suicide nadeia herd he survived but she never saw Jacob again after that after getting her lift together physically nadeia got really sick for some reason and found out she had had a miscarriage them one of the boys she had cheated on the unnamed with had found out he had am STD and nadeia had to get tested thank god she was clean but you no she was still traumatized