Painting Lies•tronnor

SHADE

Connors POV

To:Mom
From:Connor
-I've been thinking about moving to L.A. and I was wondering if you want to come look at apartments with me.

Lately I've had a thought in the back of my head about ditching Perth and troye and moving to L.A. alone. I can't deal with all the arguing I'm doing my best but it doesn't seem like he is. I see there's a folded white piece of paper on the table. I unfold it an read

-Connor, I do love you alot actually. I want this relationship to work out. I know you do too so we need to work together. And I hope you consider agreeing on things instead of arguing. I went to run some errands ill be back

I go online to look at plane flight tickets to L.A. . I find a decent priced one. I then purchase them and feel an extreme amount of guilt. My plane head out in two days. I go grab my suitcases and repack my clothes. I hide my suitcase so troye doesn't find out and ask what I'm doing. I tell my mom I'm moving to L.A. in two days. I write on a piece of paper:

-Troye I'm so sorry. I know you wanted to work things out but I wanna be alone. I need to be alone. Yes everything I did with you was great. ...besides the arguing. You are my world. It may not seem like it right now but it is. I love you and always will Troye Sivan.

I hide the note in his dresser drawer hoping when I leave he'll search everything and find it there. I felt something hard....I pull out a little box. I open it up and it's a ring......I panic and put it back it. I feel so horrible but it's too late now to back out. I feel the cold wet tears rolling down the balls of my cheeks.

"He says such inspiring things yet the words that leave his mouth have no meaning"