Chp. 1

251 17 7
                                    

{Hey! So first off I wanna say this may seem like a RinxNitori fic at first but I promise it's Momotori. Also I had some inspiration from the song 'Fuck Away the Pain' by Divide the Day. This won't be very smutty though. I'm planning for it to be quite fluffy in the later chapters. Anyways I hope you enjoy this fic!}
___________________________

Nitori's P.O.V. (Nighttime)

"Huh!" I gasped. I quickly moved around the corner of the brick building. My hand is blocking the sobs trying to escape my mouth. Tears rolling down my cheek. Rin.

I've had a crush on my Senpai, Rin, since I first laid eyes on him. He's beautiful, and talented, and everything I'm not. I want him so badly. I'm too late though.

What I just saw broke my heart. It was.. Rin kissing Haru. My chest is hurting more than it ever has in my life. I feel like I've just been stabbed. I can't even function right now. I can't move, I'm shaking, tears are flowing out like a waterfall, and my brain can only process one word: Why?

I stand there in shock for awhile, just crying.

Eventually I decide that there's no point in staying here, so I head to my dorm.

~~~

I open up the door to my dorm and look around. No ones there. Good. I sit down on the bottom bunk on the bunk bed Momo and I share.

I sniffle a bit. I'm not crying anymore though.

I still couldn't get Rin out of my head. Honestly, I don't even know why I'm this shocked. I've known forever that Rin doesn't like me. I should've given up sooner. If I did I'd probably be happier right now.

I need to get him out of my head.

I try to think of something else but it doesn't work. Ugh! Why can't I forget him!

I jump a bit when I hear the sound of the door opening. "Momo."

He greets me with a smile, "Hey Nitori! Wait, are you okay?" Damnit he noticed. "Uhh, what're you talking about?" I say. Momo sits down next to me on the bed. "Did something happen?" He asks.

I need to forget Rin. I need to forget. I keep repeating it in my mind. I have to do something. I can't keep thinking about it. I look at Momo and.. kiss him.

He's shocked at first but quickly gives in and kisses back. This wasn't a good solution to forget Rin because all I can think of is kissing Rin. Does Rin kiss this good?

I made the mistake of thinking that because now I'm just imagining I'm kissing Rin. This makes me kiss Momo harder.

I push Momo so he's laying down on the bed. I lick his lip asking for entrance. Momo quickly accepts. As my tongue explores his mouth I can feel his hands on my back. He tastes amazing.

We stop a moment to breathe. I look down at Momo. Shit, what did I do? I took this too far. Why did I do this? I don't like Momo like that. My stomach fills with guilt. I cover my mouth with my hand and gasp, "I'm sorry!" I get off of Momo and sit in the corner of the mattress.

"Sorry? For what? That was amazing." Momo said, still a little out of breath. I try to get up off the bed but Momo stops me. I turn around and he grabs the collar of my shirt, pulling me closer. His lips meet mine again. Momo smiles through the kiss.

I would stop, and I should stop but.. I can't. His kisses are.. so amazing. I don't ever want to part with them.

~~~

I wake up, feeling warm. Arms are wrapped around me. I open my eyes and see someone laying next to me. As my eyes adjust I can see that it's Momo. I quickly look down at our bodies. We're both still fully clothed. Whew. I guess we just fell asleep when we were-

-kissing. We.. kissed.

I stare at Momo for a moment. I don't know why but I do. He seems so peaceful in his sleep. My eyes wander across his face. Orange strands of hair are placed over his shut eyes, his cheeks a light pink, and his lips..

Those lips..

For a second I just laid there staring at his lips. Craving them.

Wait what am I saying?! This is Momo!! Yeah maybe he is a good kisser, but he's just my friend. I love-

Rin.

I forgot about him.

My thoughts were pushed aside when I saw Momo's eyes start to open. "Nitori?" Momo said, confused at first, "Oh yeah." He smiled and rubbed his eyes.

I got off of the bed and grabbed my winter jacket and wallet quickly. "Wait, where are you going?" Momo asked, as he got up as well and stretched out his arms. "Umm, coffee shop." I repiled heading into the hallway.

I just needed to get away. I don't wanna be in this awkward conversation. I feel guilty.

"Hey! Nitori-senpai!" Momo screams, as he runs towards me. Great.

He taps on my shoulder. "Stop!" I sigh and turn around. "What is it?" Momo's face turns red. "Uh-h. I-I just.. um. I'm coming with yo- or I- Can I.. maybe.. come with you?" What was that? He's all flustered. He never usually acts this way. It's like he's talking to his crush.

Wait..

No.

He can't possibly..

Damnit!

Does Momo like me?

You've reached the end of published parts.

⏰ Last updated: Aug 09, 2016 ⏰

Add this story to your Library to get notified about new parts!

Follow Me ~ Momotori Where stories live. Discover now