------(TAYLOR POV)-----
I hate crying in front of people. i hate complaining about my problems. i hate it because some people don't really care. you just look like you're asking for attention. you look weak and i hate that. its just that i've been acting strong for a long time.
"Taylor are you okay you wanna talk about it ?"Connor asks
"I'm fine Connor I'm just tired" my head is still hidden in Cameron's chest
"okay ummm I'll leave you two alone, okay?" Connor says and I just nod my head i heard the door closes behind Connor.
"taylor?" I didn't want him to ask questions i'm not ready yet to answer i haven't talked to anyone about my personal life.
"can you just hold me, please?" he hugs me.
"you don't understand I just need you to hold me" I said as tears runs through my checks.
few silent minutes past i stand up and wipe the tears that rolled done my cheeks and I forced a small smile.
"i'm sorry you had to see that" i whisper
"its okay" he stood up and sat on the bed he motioned for me to sit next to him
"taylor i think we need to talk, i mean apparently you do you cant keep it all to yourself. come on it's just a talk " he smiles politely at me i stare politely right on through I approached to the bed next to him and sat down. i look at the window to my right i can feel him staring at me.
"I havent talked to anyone about it so it might be hard" he places his hand on my thighs i looked at him then he nodded
....CAMERON POV....
It was heartbreaking to watch Taylor in a mess she closes her eyes for a moment and the she looked at me
"okay so seven months ago i sneaked out of the house to meet with my bestfriend at her house so we can go to a stupid party my parents of course didn't know I was going to a party and I wasn't aloud to go to any party except for school parties and birthday parties . So my mom called my bestfriends mother to check on me but my best friend mom told her that we went to a party and that she thought that my parents aloud me to go to the party"i watched Taylor close her eyes and and just breathe l.
"My dad got really mad so he came to the party to pick me up. When he did and we were on the way back home he begins to shout and his voice begin to raise I can't really remember our argument it was something about me getting in danger on I could've been drugged. when suddenly we crushed into a truck" She sobs and I hugged her I can't watch her cry.
"Gosh I hate crying in front of people I look so weak"
"No you're not weak Tay you've been strong for a long time and you can't take it any more it's fine it's life" I whispers
"the next thing I remember is waking up in a hospital with several injures and mom telling me that my dad passed away it's all my fault if I listened and never went to that FUCKING STUIPD PARTY my dad would've been alive its my fu*cking fault"
"Wowowowo it's not your fault Tay don't say that your dad wasn't looking on the road it's not your fault or his"
Taylor suddenly stands up and whites her tears away "no no no no no no"she whispers tugging her hair
"Tay?"I stand up
"That's not me. if I cry in front of you, I'm really HURTING. I hate crying in front of people I feel weak, like I'm begging for sympathy and that's not me"
"Taylor it's okay"
"No it's not I'm not weak okay I'm not"
"Tay it's fine you can trust me"
"I don't know if I can trust anyone anymore" she whispers I thought she trusted me that's why she told me what happened . that really hurt I want to protect her I want to make MINE.
August 13th, 2016
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So NOT happening.
RomanceWARNING: mature story His head turns toward me, his brown eyes looking at me, I bite my lips he takes a step and I take one back until my back was pressed on the school locker "You're gonna be mine one day" he whisper his face is inches away from...
