Chapter 3
Friends?
Joanna POV
Can Ex's be friends? That's the question that has been pondering my mind since Joe waltzed back into my life a week ago. He is a very nice boy and I remember I did have many fun memories with him. But I love Louis and I will always love Louis... He is My Everything. I mean I wouldn't know what to do without him. I have to tell him though. I need to tell him that I'm pregnant and its with his child.
"Joe. I need to tell you something." I said to him while we were driving to the restaurant. He wanted to take me out for some dinner which I didn't mind since we were only friends.
"What is it Joanna?" Should I tell him? That was another question going through my mind since he came into my life once more. I looked at him and he was still looking at the road. He's my friend right?
"Um... I'm....I'm going away in a few weeks to visit Louis." Was all I could manage to say to Joe. He looked at me and nodded and then went back to driving. I can't even seem to be able to tell Joe and Joe is my friend. I don't know how I will be able to tell Louis or the girls.
I don't know what to do... maybe I should just wait and let the baby tell everyone.... ya that's seems like the better option. I could see it now.... The baby's first words would be 'daddy I'm your child.' I laughed to myself. "Joe you ok?" He asked me. I looked at him and just nodded. I need to tell someone that I'm pregnant... someone and someone soon. Maybe I should tell Holly? I know I could always trust Holly? Or maybe Liz? Family works they won't say a word... but still I'm not really close to Liz... I'm more close to Holly but Holly could possibly tell Zayn and well he will for sure tell Louis. I don't know what to do anymore. "Were here." Joe said happily. I looked at him and nodded. He got out of the car and came running around and opened my door.
"Thanks Joe." I said while getting out. He handed the man his keys so he can go park his car. Joe grabbed my hand and we walked into the restaurant. Joe said our names for the reservation and we sat down at our table.
About an Hour Later
We finally finished our meal and we slowly got up to leave this restaurant. I was starting to feel nauseous. Stupid morning sickness coming at every single time of day.
"Joe can you please drop me off at Holly's?" I asked him. He looked at me and nodded. As we were walking out there were all these paparazzi there waiting for us. They were yelling out questions at us:
"ARE YOU TWO TOGETHER AGAIN?"
"JOANNA ARE YOU CHEATING?"
"JOANNA ARE YOU PREGNANT?"
"JOE WHY DID YOU AND YOUR BROTHER CANCEL YOUR TOUR?"
We didn't listen and we hopped into out car and left the stupid place. Joe turned on the radio and Taylor Swift was on...
You said it in a simple way,
4 AM, the second day,
How strange that I don't know you at all.
Stumbled through the long goodbye,
One last kiss, then catch your flight,
Right when I was just about to fall
I told myself don't get attached,
But in my mind I play it back,
Spinning faster than the plane that took you...
"You miss him don't you?" Joe said while looking at me. I looked at him and I nodded. I got out a tissue and whipped away a tear that had fallen.
And this is when the feeling sinks in,
I don't wanna miss you like this,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
I guess you're in New York today,
I don't wanna need you this way,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
"He's the best thing that had ever happen to me... and yet he's gone and I just don't know when he will be back." I said while whipping away some more tears.
The delicate beginning rush,
The feeling you can know so much,
Without knowing anything at all.
And now that I can put this down,
If I had known what I'd known now,
I never would have played so nonchalant.
Taxi cabs and busy streets,
That never bring you back to me,
I can't help but wish you took me with you...
And this is when the feeling sinks in,
I don't wanna miss you like this,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
I guess you're in London today,
I don't wanna need you this way,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
This is falling in love in the cruelest way,
This is falling for you and you are worlds away.
New York... be here.
But you're in London and I break down,
'Cause it's not fair that you're not around.
I really isn't fair that's he not here with me, while I'm carrying his child. I understand it's his job but his job is taking him away from me and I just don't know what to do anymore. I need support.
This is when the feeling sinks in,
I don't wanna miss you like this,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
I guess you're in New York today,
And I don't wanna need you this way,
Come back... be here, come back... be here.
I don't wanna miss you like this.
Come back... be here.
Come back... be here.
I looked out at the window and looked at the stars that were in the sky. "Come Back... Be here." I whispered so that Joe wouldn't hear. The car came to a halt and I noticed I was in front of my old condo where Holly lives. I looked over at Joe and gave him a thanks. "No problem." Was all I heard before I got out of the car. He drove away as I walked up the familiar stairs to Holly's apartment.
I knocked on the door and the door opened to Holly's face. She looked shocked that I was here which isn't much of a surprise since I didn't even tell her I was coming. But I need this... I needed her at this moment.
"Joanna what are you doing here?" She asked. I just broke down. I started to cry and she pulled me in for a hug.
"I don't know what to do Holls." I cried. She brought me in and placed me on the couch. She sat next to me and started rubbing my back. I didn't know what to do." I don't know how to raise a child and I didn't know what to do without the support of Louis. I don't have a mother who can help me through this and I barely know my dad. "
"Wait your pregnant?" She asked.
"Yes."
"Congratulations Joe!" She screamed happily. I just laughed through the tears that were all on my face. She really was my BFFL. I wouldn't know what to do without her.
"Holls. I'm scared though."
"Don't be Joanna. You just have to tell Louis. He will come home and stay with you to support you and this child." She said reassuringly. I looked at her and shook my head.
"I'm not gonna tell him to quit his dream job for me and you CAN'T TELL HIM OR ZAYN OR ANYONE!" I said loudly so she would get it threw her head. She just nodded.
"So then what are you gonna do?" She asked quietly.
"I don't know, all I do know it that I need someone to support me and I need to tell Louis."
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