philophobiaㅣjikook

1.5

you have eyes that i can get lost in.
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jungkook thinks being a nerd isn't that terrible of an idea now because he ends up being in the same class with jimin since he could skip two levels up.

and jeon jungkook had never accepted a deal that fast in his life.

but what hurts was that the male was always with taehyung, it was never ending and jungkook felt everything shattering in him because it used to be him who made him laugh, it used to be him who made him smile and it used to be him by jimin's side, not a particular hazelnut haired boy who jungkook has a huge dislike on.

he messages jimin everyday, only to get a 'read' sign and no reply which torments his aching heart till he snaps.

"jimin hyung!" jimin turns seeing the younger a few feets away from him and starts to run, as fast as he could.

jungkook starts sprinting, grabbing the other's wrist once he got hold of it and turned the older around, only to see hatred and a hint of hurt in jimin's chocolate brown eyes that were once filled with fondness and adoration.

"dont touch me" the older spat coldly, voice low in contrast to the empty hallway as he yanked his hand away from jungkook's hold.

"jimin, please just listen to me. please hyung" jungkook pleaded as his eyes started to sting, not used to jimin pulling away from him and shutting him up.

he realised his heart hurts too much.

"no, jungkook. go away" the older sighed before walking away and jungkook couldn't and wouldn't let him get away again.

"jimin!" he grabbed the other's wrist and turned him around, yanking his arm nearer and stares into the other's furious eyes.

his eyes trailed to jimin's lips and back to his face, leaning closer and jimin doesn't back away, couldn't back away, but jungkook's body buzzed.

signals triggered his system and he steps back and lets go of the other's hand and starts shaking.

jimin stumbles back by the force and the pang of hurt hits him again.

how stupid could he be to think that they were so close to feeling each other when jungkook had been hurting him?

"fuck you jungkook" the older turns and blinks his eyes harshly, trying to hold back his tears but he realise there's no use, because he gave up.

"baby? jimin why are you crying?" taehyung rushes to his side once he saw the older walking in to the class, head hung low.

"nothing tae"

"nothing?"

"please taehyung"

"okay" taehyung exhales deeply before muttering a quick "be right back" before sprinting to the cafeteria, buying a bar of chocolate and strawberry milk.

"here minie!" jimin looks up from the sketch book he's been doodling on, watching as taehyung sets the milk and candy on his table.

"well we're still in school so i can't take you out, but i hope this cheers you up a little. i'm going to bring you out after school and don't even try to protest. now eat, baby" taehyung grins as he sat down beside his boyfriend, poking at his stoic face.

"thank you taetae, you're the best" he says softly and smiles, poking the milk with the straw before sipping it, bringing the carton to taehyung's lips and the younger smiles before sipping the milk too.

they ended up sharing the chocolate too, feeding little bites and taehyung falls face flat onto jimin's table when jimin teases him, bringing the candy to his lips before retreating, making taehyung reach forward till he slips from his chair making jimin erupt into a fit of giggles while backing away.

"i hate you! is this how you repay your boyfriend?!" jimin saw the glint in his eyes and started running from him, taehyung catching up behind him as the class starts laughing together except for one.

taehyung finally catches him, wrapping his arms around jimin's waist while jimin squeaks, trying to pry himself away which fails as they both just laughed.

jungkook had looked up from his book when he saw a figure running, seeing jimin and then taehyung that made him look away, hurt that the class supported them too. he saw how taehyung wrapped his arms around jimin, how jimin lets him hold him and how they laughed as if they were the most happiest people in the world and jungkook wishes that was him, he wishes taehyung was him so that he could hold on to jimin like that and make him laugh that way too.

but reality hurts sometimes.

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