You Are My Destiny

Destiny

The next day

Jing's POV

Morning came like a turtle step. I felt like I didn't want to go out of my room at all. Last night I couldn't sleep just because of the kiss. Aish, I shouldn't kiss him back though. It was very embarrassing. How could I face him and what should I say or act to him? I kept rolling on my bed think over and over. Should I continue to act like a brat to him? After the kiss, I realized I liked him. I admitted, ok. I hit my head thinking about how I fell for him unknowingly. I didn't even notice how I did and when I ended up falling for a jerk like him.

"Jing!" I snapped out of my thought when Unnie knocked on the door.

"Nae, unnie."

"Come and have breakfast."

"I'm not hungry. I'll eat by myself when I want, unnie."

"Ok, just don't skip it."

"Arraseo." After she has gone, I tiredly dropped my body into a couch beside the window. This is hard! Ergg!

Then I slept and slept didn't even care to have breakfast and lunch. All I had was plain water. No appetite to eat at all. The morning sky was so bright and clear, I used my hands to block the bright light closing my eyes to rest. It's strange how I only kept my mind on my things with V instead of busy with the heartbreak because of Hyungjae. Maybe that Jerk was right. It wasn't love to Hyungjae.

V's POV

I dropped my spoon down after eating. I didn't feel like eating at all.

"Done? You just had three spoon of rice only, Taehyung-ah." Omma said looking at me worriedly.

"I'm not hungry, Omma." I said lowly.

"What's wrong? You look so doubtful, son." Appa asked softly.

"Nothing, Appa. You're going to work, right? Have a nice day." I said and got up to my room. I shouldn't make them worry thought yet I couldn't help myself but had my thought about last night kiss. Why didn't control myself, huh?

I kept glancing at my phone whether to call her or not.

Jing's POV

I kept messing with my hair as I blamed myself for doing those things with him. I didn't regret it but...Aish! I really didn't know.

Let out a big sigh I glanced at the clock on the wall. It's already evening so I guess, I should refresh my mind for some crazy reason though.

I put on my favorite pink hoodie and a pair of black shorts before walking out of the room to see Jungkook oppa carrying Jungsoo in his arms.

"Are you going out?" He asked stepping down the stair while I skipped along.

"Yep"

"Have fun." He wished and I nodded.

"Wish me luck, Jungsoo-ah." I said pinching his cheek and he responded innocently by giggling. I smiled seeing his cuteness.

After putting on my white convers and plugged in my earphones, I took my bike and started to cycle around.

I cycled for a while until I was getting tired. Looking around to find a café, I spotted a cute store so I stopped my bike beside the table and bought a cup of ice cream. Humming to the song, I ate quietly trying to forget all the problems I had with that Jerk. Aish, I shouldn't mention him though. Let say, it's just my bad destiny who bring us together. With that thought, my eyes caught a figure on a bike which was coming to stop. My eyes widened when I clearly saw who he was. Ergg, I really had a bad destiny I guess. There he was Kim Taehyung. A.K.A V, the big jerk who kissed me last night. He had a headphone around his neck also. I quickly tossed the ice-cream cup to the trashcan and turned to my bike praying he would not notice my present. But because of my destiny again, he turned to me and our eyes met. Damn! He stood there looking at me while I was speechless as well.

After a while I snapped out of it and quickly got on my bike. My feeling urged me to turn to him but I forced myself to go on without giving him a glance. Something inside of me got hurt and breathless; my legs became weak as my hand pulled the brake at the corner.

V's POV

I watched her back feeling like I was losing something. I badly wanted to talk to her. I could see how she tried to avoid me and how she felt awkward and it hurt me. It would be better if we fought like we always did. I finally realized how much I loved her and something scared me to death when I thought about how she felt about me. Of course, she always hated me from the first place. It was one of the reason that kept me not to tell her my real feeling. Hm, it was hard. Life was hard but I knew I was harder.

Jing's POV

Stress kept me from going home and I cycled around until I found myself looking into the space along the bank river. People were around, some talking, some playing and some were listening to music. But I found myself alone sitting on a bench thinking about jumping into the water. Aish, kidding. I was just too much stress.

I sighed out and meanwhile I heard someone sighed unison with me. I quickly turned to that person and my heart almost jumped out.

"Omo!" I gasped when I found it was V. He was sitting behind me on another bench. Our bench were back facing each other, so I didn't know when did he come. Here come my bad destiny again.

"You..." He mumbled. I turned back didn't even care to greet him. I wanted to get up and walked away but my legs didn't listen to me.

"How...how are you?" He finally asked after a while of silent.

"Totally fine." I replied haft-hearted without turning to him.

"Oh, mm good." Good? Tch! I couldn't believe he believed that I was fine.

"Mm...sorry..."

"Hm?"

"About...last night..."

"Forget it" I cut him off before he could say the word kiss.

"O...Ok..."

"..."

"If it made you feel awkward..."

"Please. I'm trying to forget it here."

"So...sorry..."

"Then...I'm going." I said getting up and I found he was up too.

"Wae?" I asked.

"I'm going home too." He said nonchalance.

"Annoying Jerk." I angrily walked to my bike and he was there looking at me.

"Jing..." He called me before I could get on my bike.

"What?" I asked didn't turn to him. He then walked his bike toward me.

"I didn't mean to make us fall apart like strangers like this, Jing..." He said. I lowered my head to stare at my shoes.

"So, if you said you wanted to forget it. Let's do it and we'll be back to our old relationships. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you feel awkward like that. So let's supposed there was no yesterday night. We didn't do anything last night beside you went to my house and came back home. That's all. You can do it, right? Let's say we didn't feel anything about it. So next time, I can face you like we always did, arraseo? Then, annyeong." He waved and walked his bike back. I kept my head hang down like that.

"Supposed we didn't kiss last night? I didn't feel anything about it? Jerk, I feel it!" I mumbled to myself feeling like crying out of the sudden. I couldn't believe I could fall for a careless jerk like him. JERK! JERK! JERK!

I finally gathered myself and cycled my bike to go home.