A/N: Another one shot! Well it actually has two parts but its like one shot 😂
'Madhouse' by Little Mix inspired me to write this one so yeah I put the link somewhere here so go and listen to it
~TRIGGER WARNING~
There's mentions of suicide and depression here so if you are not comfortable with it I suggest you shouldn't read this one.
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*Deans P. O. V. *
'Mr. Winchester wake up, its time for your morning session.'
I immediately opened my eyes. It was Cas' voice but I had no idea what was he talking about. And why the fresh hell was he calling me 'Mr. Winchester'?
I looked around and realised that I wasn't in the bunker. I was in a small white room which only had a bed and a chair.
'Cas? What's going on? Where are we?', I said while standing up.
'Mr. Winchester, you are in Lawrence Mental Health Hospital and I am your doctor Castiel Novak.'
Okay, I am officially freaking out.
'Alright, 'Doctor Novak', what am I doing here?', I said trying my best to remain calm.
'When you were 4 years old your mother, father and brother died in a fire, and you are the only one who survived. Since then you imagined a 'world' where your brother and father are still alive and you hunted 'monsters'.'
So all of that was my imagination? Sammy is dead? Cas isn't actually my angel, he is my doctor?
'Mr Winchester, is it okay if we start your morning session?', Cas said staring at me with his beautiful eyes. I may have imagined it all, but my love for this angel was real. Although now I'm pretty sure that he doesn't feel the same way about me.
'Uhm yeah, sure.'
'So, Dean, tell me about this world of yours.'
'What do you want to know about it Doc? ', I said smirking.
'Lets talk about your feeling. Have you loved anyone there Dean?'
'You could say so. There was one angel in particular who caught my eye. Hell, he saved my ass more time I could count. Although, I never knew if he loved me too. He kept saying that we have 'more profound bond' but I don't know man, that could mean anything.'
'Have you ever told the angel how you felt?'
'No. But I wish I did. Maybe if i did he would still be here. My brother and my angel would still be here.'
'Alright Mr. Winchester, I'm gonna leave you alone now to rest for a bit, we will continue later.', Cas said slightly smiling and left.
I missed my angel. Days have passed and all I could think about was him. Doctor Novak had a wife and a kid and I knew it was impossible for him to like me.
I missed Sammy too. I missed our constant fights, our chick flick moments, hell I even missed doing research with him.
~Fast forward one month~
'Doctor Novak,
I can't do this anymore. I thought I could, I thought that 'time heals all wounds', but I miss them too much. There isn't a day when i don't think about them. Our life wasn't perfect, but it was God damn best life for me. This way everyone will be happier. You will have one less depressed psychopath and I will see my brother and my angel again. Goodbye.
-Dean. '
I stared at the gun. I found it in reception, they took it away from some patient. I put it on my head and closed my eyes.
'Here I come Cas.'
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Oooh I wonder what will happen in next part ☺
But yeah, sorry for this cliffhanger 😂
Comment what do you think will happen in next part 😊💫
Byee 💟
