Uncontrollable

Self Discovery

                                                                                       Self Discovery

Hoping to not be spotted i walked slowly away from their line of sight. I spotted a seat not to far away from them and pulled the torn seat away from the round table and sat down; all in one motion, to engrossed in their odd behavior to realize that a a waitress was fast approaching .

"Would you like to order," she said in a overly cheerful voice .

"I don't want anything ," i replied still distracted

She took a deep breath through her nose. "Well you can't stay here unless you order something,"

Pulling my eyes away from their table , i tilted my head up at the waitress and said " Can i get a lemonade, than"

" We don't have lemonade,"she retorted dryly, Glancing at me from head to toe.

"So you don't have lemonade or a good personality, what do you have ?," I shot back. I mean how does a person go from overly cheerful to a bitch in under a second.

"Excused me !," wailed the waitress

"Do you at least have cold water ?"

"Yes.we do" she said scoffed

" Good than can i have a water bottle?,"

"Fine" she stomped away,muttering under her breath.

Chuckling i turned my attention back to the table to  and my surprise i found three more people sitting down , in addition to the two that i first saw.

 In total there was five of them ,three guys and two girls .The first guy whose back was facing me had long black hair that was just a few inches shy of his shoulder,he was also incredibly tall his long slim legs were bent in a awkward position under the table in order to avoid hitting the others. He wore a white polo that hugged his lean muscular built and a pair of fitted ripped blue jeans. couldn't really see his face but if the others served as any reference than he would be just as beautiful if not more. The guy next to him was shorter but not by much give or take a couple inches,but he was more defined in terms of muscles.His arm muscles bulging underneath his blue v-neck and jeans well fitted to his tree trunk like thighs. The last guy had his head down so the most i could see was his black hair buried halfway underneath his arms and his legs clad in black ripped skinnies were shaking underneath the table like a person in pain.The last two girl who were facing me looked remarkably alike excepted for their clothes,hair and skin tone .

The first girl had chocolate brown hair that hung long past her shoulders ,she like the rest had long model like legs that seemed to go on forever in her blue jeans,her torso equally proportion underneath her black and white horizontal striped shirt .The last girl had natural red curly hair ,she was also thicker than her sister but in all the right places .she wore a mustard yellow sweater that went well with her tan complexion and black jeans .

Just as i was about to check my phone for the time the guy with his head down snap his head my way and looked at me with a bemused smile as if sensing my early departure (even though i didn't get my drink yet ).Now, he was a sight to behold ;damn.He had the most hypnotic grey eyes i had ever encountered( and I've lived for a long time ) gazing into his eyes made the rest of the room,no the world faded into a meaningless blurred ,his eyes seemed to get brighter and deeper the longer i stared into them .I felt so vulnerable and open underneath his gazed,like his eyes could somehow cut through me like a knife and exposed my flesh and soul.

Was his lips moving? I thought

Yeah they were but i couldn't hear anything it was like being under water and the sound couldn't move fast enough for me to hear. All my senses were dull and drowning. Drowning in his eyes,lips that cocky little smirk that formed on his chiseled face.