When I look at you,
I can't help but remember
the first time I saw you.
When you looked at me,
I felt a tingle overtake my body.
I felt a warming to your grin,
walking away from you,
wishing that I had said more.
As time passed by,
I got to know you better.
I knew that there would be magic between us.
When I close my eyes I see your face,
and calmness takes over my body.
What I feel inside scares me to death.
My heart has never stirred like this before.
So many times I wanted to ask you
if you have ever been adored,
given a woman's heart and soul,
and unconditional love.
But I didn't.
My feelings for you are sacred.
It's your mind and compassion
that has captivated my heart,
not your physical being.
When I look at you, my heart starts to race.
My head is spinning.
I'm lost in your gaze.
I know nothing of the world around me.
Life is just a blur.
Your presence consumes me.
I think of your face, your laugh, your smile.
I hang on to your every word.
I wonder day by day if there is a future for us.
Trying to show you how much I care.
All this time,
I see you slipping away.
The days are too short,
Yet they feel like an eternity without hope.
I won't always be the best person.
I know I will make mistakes,
but I promise you I will be the best I can be,
whatever that may take.
I will give you everything that you so deserve,
without question, doubt or fear...
I want to be the one that gives you true happiness.
I want to spin your world,
showing you that life is so precious,
worth living every moment of it in the present.
I truly believe that we have to live for today,
because tomorrow may never come.
Stevie, I love you so much. I'm soo sorry that I treated you like shit and I wouldn't be surprised if you hated me for the rest of your life. But if you don't, I wanna let you know that I mean every single word I meant in this poem. Baby, I really love you. You're my everything. We might not have it all together yet, but together we can have it all. Please give me a chance to show you how much I love you, Stevie. I really do love you.
