Life Of A Downer

Why Me?

Here I am with my stupid sister and her friends. Ugh why do I gotta be here, I barely know one of them. I'm always dragged into her idiotic plans. Bad enough Kaori is here!

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"Tch," I looked at my sister, who was just casually chatting with the other people, I hated this so much. She always acts like mom, and I get anoyyed by it, I don't wanna see her now. I walked up the stairs and sat down next to the bathroom, this is the one place that isn't noisy. "Hah, finally.." all I want, is to just be alon--

"Keio?" Called a male voice, I have no idea who this person is. Agh fuck I wanna go and hide, but there's little time! "Ah, there you are." The guy said, why was he looking for me? "Hi, my name's Anthony!" He gave a calm smile while he greeted me, just who the fuck are you? "Hmph. Like I needed to know.." I said while crossing my arms, why can't anything peaceful happen to me? I just wanted to be alone.

I looked up at him and remembered he's one of my sister's friends, "What do you want? Did my sister sent you?" Maybe she did, tch she's always on my back! "Uhm, well.. no.. not really." He answered back in an uneasy voice, maybe she didn't send him.. "Then what do you want?" I don't understand why I was anoyyed, I'm just not really that easy. I gave a cold dead stare, I just don't wanna be bothered now. "Look, I just thought it would be nice for us to be friends. Trust me, Kika didn't say anything to me about getting you or something. I'm a nice person, honest!"

He gave a convincing smile, I guess I was wrong, so I loosened up "Alright.." I finally let go of the thought, why do I feel so calm around him? Maybe I should introduce myself properly, also with my other siblings. "Keio Jonray Tito.. my brother is Kaori Joseph Tito.. and my stupid sister is Kika Jhay Tito." I said as I was relaxed "Sorry if I was being bitchy, that's how I've always been.." Guess I could just accept being friends with him, that'll be something nice! "But thank you for putting up with me!" I said as I smiled at him, I'm really looking forward to this thing for the first time!

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My name is Keio Jonray Tito. I am a sophomore year student, same as my younger brother. I am the 2nd youngest of the Tito family, our father is hardly home. And our mother drinks and gets stressed at the oldest child of the Tito family, my sister, Kika Jhay Tito. I'm not perfect, none of us are, because our family has some mental disorders. My father, abusive person, both verbal and physical. My mother, alcoholic, smoker, and stress disorder. My sister, constant fights, contestant behavioral problems. My brother.. I don't really know if he has some of the traits.. but he's pure. And for me, I have anger issues, and a bipolar disorder. Every person who has heard about us, surely stays away from us. I'm not proud of ourselves, nor disappointed. I am in between, our family, the Tito Family, are monsters.

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At this time, I just wanted to go home, but since my sister is so insensitive, I have just been slapped. I looked up at her with hate in my eyes, and she looks down on me also. "Well from now on," she started "Don't fucking look for me when you need help." She storms out of the house, slamming the door, fucking bitch, like I need your help. Damn my face hurts, "Huh?!" I glanced at my brother, about to cry, I too looked up at her once like him, but not anymore.

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"I ain't going with you." I sneered at my cousin, I don't need to listen to her. "Okay, you know what? Listen up here you little bitch." I was startled, I was embarrassed because a freshman like me was getting looked down on some Sophomores, especially my brother "I'm your older cousin, and you have no one here with you. It's my responsibility to watch you now. I don't care if you like me or not, but don't you dare talk to me like that, and don't you DARE talk shit about your sister. I don't need your fucking bullshit right now. I have enough problems to deal with and I don't need another one. Get in the fucking car or I will make you. So shut the fuck up, give me a damn break, and get the fuck in, NOW!" I hurried into the car, to be honest she scares me, but I didn't really give a fuck "Big brother, What're we gunna do?! What if big sister gets hurt?! Or worse!! Even, even--" "Relax," I said, trying to calm him down, "She's fine. No need to worry," I continued, patting Kaori's back, he's honestly like a mom, but I guess he's just looking out for us. "O-okay.." he says sadly, looking down. We were set, looking for my idiot sister who ran off.

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"Know where she could be at?" Says Kevin, asking both of us "N-no, sorry.." replies Kaori "Shannon's apartment, or possibly that abandoned building with lots of graffiti on it." I said, trying to at least be helpful. "Let's go check Shan's place," added Paige. We drove off to Dermot Street, at the corner were apartments, his room number was 185, but I didn't tell them. "Fucking shit," says Paige as she gets out of the car. "What? What is it?" Questions Kevin, "WE DON'T EVEN KNOW HIS FUCKING ROOM NUMBER! HOW THE HELL CAN WE FIND THEM?!" Paige yells angrily. She's really an impatient bitch, also know to be my cousin. "U-uhm.. we can just.. ask the staff?.." Kaori added, no one even tried asking me, tch.

Paige and Kaori went to go check the staff, so I stayed with that weirdo Kevin at the car. "Why do you two fight?" He asks, I didn't reply. "Hello? Earth to Keio, anyone there?" I sighed and looked at him coldly. "Because I fucking hate her." I said in an angry tone. Kevin then looks at me and scrunches up his eyebrows "Holy fuck, Paige was right. You are a little bitch." I scoffed, I don't care what others think of me. Paige comes back with Kaori. "The damn staff manager wouldn't reason with me!! Ugh this piece of shit town!! I'm going to fucking sucker punch that bitch!!" Paige yells, throwing her hands in the air. "Calm down." Kevin says to her. "U-uhm.." Added Kaori, holding some extra apartment keys. "If you ask nicely, and explain why.. he would understand.." Paige was mad, I could tell. "Good job Kaori!" Said Kevin, "His room number is 185." "Ugh. Okay. Let's go." Paige says, annoyed.

We walked passed the staff and I see my cousin look at him. He looks back and she suddenly throws up her two middle fingers at him. He got startled then had an anoyyed look on his face. Kevin quickly grabs her hands and pulls them down. Paige sticks out her tongue and we begin to walk upstairs. All of a sudden, the staff manager calls security. Two security guards walked in and grab a hold of Paige. "Aw, fuck no!!" Paige sucker punches the guy on the left then kicks the guy on the right. More security guards came and sadly, she got thrown out. Kevin went to accompany her. "You two go look for your sister! I gotta deal with this one.." said Kevin, hurrying to the people that were throwing Paige out. "I'LL SUE YOU BITCHES!!! FUCK YOU AND THAT PIECE OF SHIT YOU CALL A MANAGER!! I'M GONNA KICK YOUR ASSES!" Yelled Paige. Man this night just gives me a really bad headache.

"Well, I guess we should look for them.." Kaori says happily, I stuck my hands on my pocket, looking at each room "Where the fuck is the elevator?" I said impatiently "R-right here," both of us got in the elevator and pressed the 6th floor, how does he know where that fag Shannon's room is? "Big brother," says Kaori softly "Hm," I replied "Just forgive big sister, she's been through so much, she worries about the both of us, but you're giving her stress.." I sighed, I'm not in the mood for this "No, if she apologizes then maybe, but as of now, I'm just gunna ignore her." Kaori then sighs as well "Big brother, you're really fucking irritating, you know? You act more of a child than me, and I'm younger. Why do you have to have such a grudge against someone who actually cares about us? Mom doesn't, dad doesn't, only her." Kaori says, I'm just in shock, I've never heard him cuss, ever. The ride up the elevator was quiet, I'm embarrassed.

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((To Be Continued))