and maybe i never deserved kindness
or love
or help
or them.
at least the voices are honest
they taught me not to trust in people
in illussions
they taught me it was a cruel world i couldn't stop
they taught me who i really was
they taught me that they would never love me
but they taught me that i still get to live even if sometimes i don't want life.

YOU ARE READING
monsters.
Random❝When we grow, we stop searching the monsters under the bed, instead, we search in our heads.❞ [other #161-10/25/13 ● spiritual #81 -01-27-14]