Why Not Me (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter Two

"Louis" I moaned out loud.

As soon as I realized what I had just said my eyes widdened and I froze. My hand came up and slapped over my mouth. Rachel immediately stopped what she was doing and looked up at me.

"Louis? As in Louis Tomlinson your bandmate?" She asked sadley.

"No I dont know why I said that" I said quickly going back to kiss her neck but she pushed me off.

"You're gay? Why are you kissing me if you're gay?" she said questioningly.

"I AM NOT GAY! No way in hell I am gay!" I shouted trying to attach my lips back to hers to prove my point but once again she pushed me off.

"Harry as much as I'd love to continue this with you I think you have some stuff going on in your head that you need to figure out. I'm not saying you're gay but you moaned out a guys name while kissing me. And not just any guys name but your band mate and bestfriends name. I think deep down you may have feelings for Louis and you can't keep lying to yourself. Here's my number if you ever need someone to talk to." She smiled and handed me a piece of paper that had her number scribbled down on it.

I looked up at her and she gave me a small smile and waved as she exited through the bathroom door. I just stared at the door blankly and groaned. What the hell just happened?

1 week Later

Ever since my encounter with Rachel I have been doing plenty of thinking. At first I kept thinking me saying Louis name was just a slip up from all the thinking I was doing about Zouis and from the alcohol that had been in my system and that Rachel was crazy for saying I loved Louis. But this week I realized Rachel may have been right. Maybe I do love Louis.

Everytime Louis hugs me or talks to me or even says my name I get this feeling in my stomach that feels like butterflies and my heart flutters a bit. Like right now Louis and I are cuddling watching something on the t.v that I haven't even been paying attention to because all my attention has been on the beautiful boy curled up against my side. When I feel Louis snuggle closer to me and lay his head on my shoulder heat rises to my cheeks and the butterflies come back.

"Haz you're so warm! I could stay like this forever" Louis said while wrapping his arms around my waist.

"T-thanks. You're warm too" I stuttered out, my heart beat increasing. Man, the things this boy does to me.

"Hey Haz do you maybe want to do something tonight? It seems like we haven't spent much time together in a while and I miss my Hazzabear. We could maybe to grab some dinner and maybe go to a movie or even bowling!" Louis said with much excitment.

I couldn't hold back the large smile that broke out on my face. Louis misses spending time with me! He wants to go to dinner and a movie with me! It may not be a date to him but it's the closes I can get and I'm taking it. I realized I haven't responded probably making myself look like an idiot. Just as I open my mouth to answer someone else cuts in.

"Hey Lou Lou! Guess what I got? Two tickets to the town fair for you and me! Tonight's the last night it's open and I thought we could go! It sounds like it's going to be really good!" Zayn said excitedly to Louis not even acknowledging I was there.

I rolled my eyes but then smirked because little did Zayn know Louis and I already had plans together.

"Of course I'll go with you that sounds great! Haz you dont mind if I cancel our plans do you? We can hang out another time?" Louis said with wide hopeful eyes.

Although Louis and I weren't going on an actual date or even dating I felt like I was being dumped and it felt like my heart was being ripped out and stomped on a hundred times. I should've known Louis would agree to Zayns offer they're best friends now.

"Yeah sure that's fine" I croaked out. I felt tears prick my eyes but I tried to push them back, I couldn't cry infront of Zayn and Louis. Louis quickly hugged me and jumped off the couch yelling a bunch of thank you's as he and Zayn walked out the front door. I sat on the couch alone and brought my knees to my chest this time not caring if my tears fell down my face.

Another night ruined by Zouis.

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So here's chapter two! I hope its alright. I'd love to hear your comment and feed back of what you thought so let me know! love you all! xx