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Final

"Min-ah" I say to myself while tears keep flowing down. I keep staring at her beautiful picture and standing right in front of her coffin. Ah, her smile still pretty even though in the picture. I look at her family. Her family still in state of shock and sadness. They still cannot believe their precious daughter already gone, including me. Then, I look at her souless body inside the coffin. Her dad, open up the coffin so I can talk to her and kiss her before she will be burn to ashes. I release a deep breath and try to smile even though I can't stop crying when I look at her peaceful face. She looks like she is still sleeping peacefully. "Min-ah." I call her name, even though I know she won't wake up like the moment I always wake her up before going to school together. My hand caress her cheek. "I-I am so sorry. I shouldn't l-leave you alone on that time. I am a bad boyfriend, forgive me. I can't believe that you're leaving your friends, your family and me.. forever. How can I live without you?" I lean down as I kiss her forehead for the very last time. My mind keep saying that I need to say goodbye to her. But my lips keep locked up, I cannot say those words. So, I just turn around and walk away with a heavy heart. And, now my days without her already began.

[1 year later] New life, new school, new place. Its already 1 year. 1 year without her, Min-ah. My sweetest and prettiest angel. I look up to the blue sky, imagine that she is at the top of clouds and watching me from the above. I smile to myself, and imagine she smiles back to me. "Yah, Min Yoongi!" I back into the reality when one of my best friend, Park Jimin pats my shoulder and smiling like an idiot. "Why you smiling like an idiot? Is there a funny bird up there? Or cloud perhaps?" Jimin say as he also look up to the sky. I smile a bit and punch his shoulders playfully as I shakes my head and leaving him alone. "Yah, Min Yoongi! Wait up!" This is my new life, Min-ah. You may thought that I can live without you, I can smile without you but the truth is, I am just wearing my fake smile. The most important is..

I still cannot letting you go.

At school, my new school since last year. I keep on walking to the assembly hall with Jimin. As I keep walking, another 5 more boys also walking along with us. All the students keep staring at us, some of the girl students fangirling over us too. Well, now I am in the group with my best friends. We're called as BTS. One of the top popular group here. "Hey guys. Lets meet up when it is recess time. Okay?" say Kim Namjoon. He is a leader in our group. We all nod and split up. We all in different classes, each every of us. That's why we only can meet during recess time or when it is not a school time.

As I keep walking to my classroom..

"Y-Yoongi o-oppa!" a young girl's voice calling my name. "Yes?" I say to her as I raising my left eyebrow, feeling curious. I don't know her, but I think she is one of BTS's fans and also my junior. She walks closer towards me, and is smiling shyly. I can see her cheeks become red like tomato. It reminds me when..

[Flashback]

Its two years ago.

"Yoongi!" there she is.. I laughed when she calling my name because her voice sounded trembling and nervous. "Yes?" I smiled sweetly at her. She is so cute when blushing.

We're classmates. We already knew each other since our childhood moments. We're really close to each other.

"I-I like you since we were little. That's all." Min-Ah said those words so quickly. Pftt. So cute. I was really shocked when she said like that. I thought she already like someone else. As she turn around, trying to running away from me.. I grab her wrist and hug her tight so she won't running away. "W-Wae?" she asked me, confused. I can feel that our heart beat really fast. I smiled as I rested my chin on her head. "I don't like you but I love you so much, Min-ah. Be mine." She gasped and looked at me with her cute blank face. "J-Jinja? B-But.." I smirked, "Pabo-yah. I only love you since we met. I love you." I cupped her red cheeks as I look into her eyes. "I-I love you too.. so much. I want to be yours, Yoongi." And, that's the first time we kissed. We both had our first kiss on that day.