"Strive for more"

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Red Velvet won a lot of awards for their new song and so does BTS. After those consecutive stage performances and tiring practices, Red Velvet finally take a rest for awhile while BTS continue to perform on stage since Red Velvet released their album first.

Irene asks permission if she can have a vacation for a week and she was granted. Joy focused on her new variety show "We got married" with her virtual partner Yook Sung Jae of BTOB. Seulgi also went home for vacation for a week. Wendy is undecided yet what to do since her family is in California. And here I am, wanting to have vacation too but I can't since two of us went for vacation already.

~RV DORM~

W: I am bored! Only two of us are left. What should we do?

Y: "I don't know too Unnie." while I am taking selfie

W: "BTS's song Dope is still no

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W: "BTS's song Dope is still no. 1 in Melon Chart" she exclaimed while looking at me.

Y: "Congratulations to them then" I said uninterestingly and stand to charge my phone on our room.

Wendy follows me.

W: "That's all??? I mean your reaction? Aren't you gonna check Jung . . "

Y: "He's fine so I don't have to" I interrupted, then I went to the kitchen.

Wendy looks at the ceiling and asks me curiously "Why do you suddenly became like that?"

Y: "What do you mean became like this? then hold my glass of water and drink.

W: "Why it seems you're not fan girling anymore??"

I suddenly stopped "Because he doesn't want and I should not" then I look at unnie and smile.

Wendy's face seems worried and curious. "Don't show me that smile Yeri~ What really happens?" she asks in her most serious face.

Y: "nothing unnie" I answered while smiling and shaking my head. Then I walked towards the sink to wash my glass and to avoid furthermore questions.
🎶BGM: FEEL THE LIGHT BY EXID HANI AND SOLJI🎶
W: "Kojitmal hajima~~ (don't lie)" then she follows me and this time she raised her left eye brow. I looked at her eyes holding my tears but . . .

Y: "Unnnieee~~" ㅠㅠ I hugged her tightly and cry hard like it's the end of the world. "He is just pretending to be okay but he's not" then I continue to cry.

She hugged me back while tapping my back "Gwaenchanha Yeri-ah~~ Gwaenchanha (It's okay Yeri~ it's okay) Everything will be fine. You will be fine"

~*squeek* Door opens~

Joy came from the taping with her earphones on, but when she saw me crying hard, she is shock and curious so she pull off her earphones immediately and rush towards us.

J: "What happened??? Yerim-ah~~ Wae???" she asks worriedly

I can't talk because of too much crying so Wendy unnie tells her and she joined Wendy in comforting me. She hugs me tightly too.
🎶BGM: EYES,NOSE,LIPS BY TAEYANG🎶
GWAENCHANHA!!! (IT'S OKAY!) is all I can hear from them. But no matter I do I can't forget Jungkook oppa. I can see him everywhere I go and everyday. I even cry at night without Wendy and Joy unnie knowing. One night, I really want to cry hard but I don't want them to hear me so I went to our balcony and close the door.

From our balcony, I only see the lights of the city and feel the cold breeze of air. I cry hard there, I can't believe that he was just pretending to be okay for the past 2 years and here I am dumb with huge faith that he will fall inlove to a dongsaeng. Why do I like him so much??? When did it starts???

~Flashback~

Exactly 2 years and 8 months ago, that's our first meeting and we were both trainees back then. I don't have feelings towards him either. But one night, I was inside the public library for my book report when suddenly the light is off so I pull off my earphones immediately and heard the doors were locked so I rushed towards there but unfotunately the library caretaker hadn't hear me. I was afraid, hopeless and all I could do that time was to shout out of desperation when suddenly I heard a strange noise and saw a shadow on my right peripheral vision approaching me and . . .

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH~~" both of us shouted. I continue screaming but he stopped, I screamed while closing my eyes so I tripped on something and fell but he catches me and we looked at each others eyes for about 3 minutes and my eyes grew wide and he eventually helped me to stand up "Are you okay?" he asked and there was awkwardness in our surrounding, both of us are avoiding each other's eyes. But when our eyes met . . .
J: "Aissh~~ I don't think if this will work" while trying to open the door by kicking. That's also the first time I saw him being manly. "Can you make a call . . .??" waiting for my name.
Y: "Yerim~ Kim Yerim" I replied.
J: "Yerim-ssi, Can you make a call? I left my phone on our training room awhile ago" he asks politely.

Y: "Sure~" but then as I looked at my phone, I ran out of battery already. "Oops! Mianhae~ I can't".

J: "So there are no other way, we will spend the whole night here . . Together . . Alone". He said while looking at me seductively that made my heart beat fast, and my eyes grew bigger.

Y: "Uhh~ maybe there is another way" I said nervously and walk through the dark room, desperate to find way to escape from that room.

J: "This is in 6th floor and it's 11:45pm already, I don't think there will be someone who will rescue us here" he explained.

I swallowed my saliva and turn to him and weird things are already running out in my mind but as I look at him, my fears seems all disappear. He smiles at me and walk to the corner of the library and sit. I followed him and sit beside him,I thought he is some kind of a pervert guy but he's not, he is so gentleman and manly.
🎶BGM: SPRING LOVE BY WENDY SONG AND ERIC NAM🎶
I was wearing white short shorts so he took off his jacket and place it over my lap. I feel comfortable with him.
J: "I'm Jeon Jungkook, by the way how long have you been here and why were you locked up here??"
Y: "Uhh~ I had my earphones on my ears when the light's off and you?
J: "I fell asleep when suddenly I heard your voice" he said while smiling."
And we both laugh. He is really comfortable to be with. We talk a lot, he asked my age and I did too,that's when I know I should call him oppa. He shared that he is a trainee of Big Hit and he was shocked when he found out I'm a trainee from SM, he said we might see each other if we debut already, so we took a picture as a remembrance. We had a good time and we just all laugh and talk the whole night. We promised to remember each other.

 We promised to remember each other

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🎶BGM: I by TAEYEON🎶

~BACK TO PRESENT~

But that was just a memory, a memory I have to let go and burn in my heart. Starting today, he is just a part of my memory already.
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Hi! Chingus thank you for reading until here^^ I'm sorry for some odd scenarios here but I hope you like it. Please stay tune for what will happen to Yeri as he tries to forget Jungkook and will those word Jungkook said will change. Thank you!

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